"I can't come to terms that I'm skinny. But I don't want to gain any weight. And I don't want to be in the middle. And I don't want to lose weight either. So I don't know how I'm going to resolve that part."
How about not worrying about your weight at all? Even if you want to maintain an olympic level of fitness, weight is a bogus metric.
Witness, for example, the discussion over whether Olympian Lindsey Vonn is "fat":
www.skibunny.co.uk/2010/01/fat-lindsey-vonn-does-her-talking-on-the-hill.htmlFortunately, in addition to being a world-class skier and beauty, she's also got a head on her shoulders so she doesn't pay it any mind.
If you want to be stronger, or quicker, or healthier, or better at a sport, find some valid metrics and work on them. Don't worry if you're "skinny", "moderate" or "fat" in someone else's opinion.
For example, I have a goal of improving my balance (e.g. being able to do step-ups without falling over), addressing hip, ankle and back pain through targeted exercises, improving my blood chemistry and continuing to make progress on upper and lower body strengthening, so that I'm less tired at the end of a long day. Results on these metrics have a lot to do with nutrition and the efficiency and intensity of training and very little to do with weight.