Munchies:
You really don't. There are two major aspects of gaining - physical and mental. Most people focus on the physical, but it's the mental aspect that gets ya.
You are looking to engage in spiteful gaining. That is the most dangerous kind of gaining because it clouds your judgement. You've already shown signs of it too.
You chugged a quart of heavy cream before your wife could throw it away.
You planned on consuming excessive amounts of heavy cream and maltodextrin in secret specifically because your wife doesn't approve.
How long before you start stuffing your face whenever you two start fighting? How long before you start engaging in reckless, rapid gains specifically because it will piss off your wife?
Next thing you know, getting fat is all you'll care about to the detriment of everyone and everything else in your life.
Ninjaturtle94:
I honestly never would have thought that a sexual thrill could turn into something like that. I’m really not looking to piss her off I’ve just wanted to try it for a long time and if I do it and get it over with I can at least have the closure of trying it and then maybe I won’t want to do it again. Then I can just kinda lurk and see other
People do it
Munchies:
It's not about the fetish. It's about the mentality. And if you don't find a healthy way to approach this situation, your marriage is over.
It's a tale as old as time.
Ninjaturtle94:
How would you suggest we move forward? What could a compromise look like? Or do you think gaining is not really in my cards
It's one of those "It takes two to tango" kinds of things. You both have to be willing to engage with this.
But I'd tackle this in a nonconfrontational way. Wait until you two are just hanging out. Say, "I've been thinking about our conversation about me gaining weight. Your concerns are important to me. However, gaining weight is something that's important to me too. Can we talk about ways for us navigate this?"
Marital counseling and sex therapy may need to be on the table as well.
Invite her to see the kinds of things you enjoy in this community. Show her an insider's perspective instead of an outsider's perspective.
But don't push her. Let her engage with these things at her own speed. Be open and honest with her in all things.
But most of all, be patient. Based on how she reacted, I suspect there's a lot more to this than even
she has unpacked.