RobertsonMailer:
That’s a great way to look at it. I’ve experimented a little in the past but it’s usually been at someone’s request and while there’s been some lasting lbs, but nothing button popping. Is there a way you’d recommend taking a deeper personal dive? I enjoy the gaining, though my attention and motivation varies as much as my weight. Thanks for bthe solid insight!
Eat!
2 years
WideJuan76:
I feel this way all the time but for most of us; it was always there back beneath the surface. I know for me; my desire to eat and later to eat ro the point of purposely gaining fat has been there. I have never not been chubby so I saw constantly stuffing as a norm. As a fatty, there is never any release because I can never get enough to eat so I had to reframe my addiction to food. I just binge freely but within reason. The fatter one becomes; eating mindfully will be your sex.
Damn well said Juan
2 years
You gotta really wanna be fat for yourself and well it’s nice to please other people, the simple fact is that it’s not a guaranteed thing you’ll ever be in a feedist relationship. Do it for you! Because you want to be fat!
2 years
It funny you ask because yes but not because I outgrew them, well in a sense I did, but I got the next size up for some house shoes because I’m to big and lazy to bend over and fix the lip when I slide them on.
But in terms of actual outgrowing I just don’t think I have a pair of footwear that has lasted long enough to notice
2 years
I am in the “If I go to a fair it’s for food” camp these days, my chest was to big for a harness ride
The people who do the rides aren’t super worried about your safety and will force things down and could cause you a lot of harm internally or you know launch you from a ride.
2 years
Why do you associate being fat with masculinity? I do not. I see it more neutral. I mean if you feel more masculine as a man as fat that is.
2 years
I mean yeah cream cheese is amazing but on toast? I mean I’m not gonna say I haven’t eaten an entire stick with like 4 or 5 bagels before… but an entire thing on a singular piece of toast? Sorry just in awe of it being on toast to begin with tbh
2 years
First of all, Cream Cheese on Toast?
2 years
It would really nice if we could have a way to like or react to forum posts that don’t require a post that bog down a thread because there’s a lot of times where I want to respond to something but someone already said it.
2 years
I am in a mood I just can’t shake rn I just have food and getting fat on my mind on repeat. It’s not like effecting my day to day activity much but it’s there like I wanna stuff and stuff but I know in a few days or a week or so I’ll be back to where I was about a week ago. Part of its triggered by the fact I weighed in at my heaviest and I broke 400 lbs. I just feel like there’s no release, and it’s not like a sexual one.
2 years