oh, and the bfs car which is a honda civic- my fat thigh makes the parking break go down, or get stuck... It is true. He has to remind me to move my fat so he can park.

Oh it is fine to me. I dont care most of the time.

We had to walk out of a steak house recently, because they had no seating that would fit me. No plain tables, but booths and those really high bar stools. I can not do the bar stools for long because of the huge booty.

I get stuck sometimes in the doorway at the bfs parents house to the closet. He always asks me to get towels when we stop by.

I have been stuck in a shower before too. It was tiny... and at a motel 6.

I can not sit in things like go carts, or carnival rides.
Doesn't mean I dont try!

I dont get embarrassed of it, unless I cause some destruction. I went to visit my family awhile ago and there was only one plastic lawn chair left for me to sit in. I went out for a smoke, and sat in it. I broke it, in a few places. I was kinda drunk and did not care. I liked how my family clapped and then joked about it...like they knew I knew I was to big, but drunk- so I didn't care.

At work we have this stupid door system that you have to slide on these rails. I can never get to the back stock because of the boxes and the machines in the way. So... I squeeze through. My manager said "now... see! you are not as fat as you think you are!" I never said I was fat...lol!

Oh and once I broke a chair too. I was doing some writing and then I went to stand up, by kinda rocking backwards to get momentum... and snap.

Oh and when the bf and his company took everyone to a baseball game- I could not go through the turn styles. I had to go around in the handicap gate. I walked up and the lady pointed to the gate for me, and told me to not even try it.
And then we had to get those folding chairs, cuz my butt doesn't fit into the regular chairs.
It happens, all the time. I am so over it, lol!

I stopped making videos for youtube and dailymotion long time ago.
I had tons of haters, and I kept the comments up. Sort of a testimony about how some people hate themselves so much, they feel the need to put that feeling into others.
There is this breaking point when do you things like that- you put yourself out there in a sexual way, or just putting yourself out there.

You get the bad and the good people. I actually met Endymion via youtube- initially.
You get tired of the haters and the people who are lame. You just either decide to ignore it, or to show them how stupid they sound.

Eventually my videos were stolen and used for promoting weight loss supplements and dating sites- which was way more hurtful then someone calling me fat.

I suggest you send people who are kind enough to post that sort of thing for free, a nice message about how you appreciate them- and for every hater mumbling insults there are at least 10 people clapping their hands.

Then tell them about ff. We have an awesome group of mods who make sure no one is harassed, no pictures are stolen and everyone has respect. We aren't perfect, but darn close.

I think being famous is equal to being made fun of on South Park, Howard Stern and College Humor. You are famous once you are made fun of by all 3 places.
So... yea.
He always says mean things, always. That is his thing. She knows...I can tell looking at her she knows that going for this career is going to be tough. I have heard her speak, and I read the book that came before the movie.
I bet she just dusts off her shoulders and goes shopping with all her money, looking fly and awesome.