I have been gaining at a regular rate lately. I’m nearly at a BMI that puts me at extremely obese. I definitely feel fat af... and I really like it.

I’m am outgrowing so much of my cute clothes tho! I ordered a new dress in XL and it’s way too small! So I guess I’m outgrowing my new clothes too.

I have never had a deliberate conversation with my partner about this particular fetish... I’m not sure exactly where he stands... like if he’s just ambivalent or he’s actively into fatties and gaining etc. He’s very kind and considerate and so I know he’d never want to do anything that might be perceived as hurtful but sometimes I really want to hear about how fat I am getting... how my clothes are getting tight... and I’d really love to hear how I should gain moe... and if not from him from one of my other partners! Covid has definitely been an obstacle in seeing them because they are more exposed and I am high risk, total bummer.

I know he’s not opposed to me gaining more because he’s always spoiling me with food... well honestly he’s always spoiling me with whatever I want... but I love when I find chocolates he brought over for me (he just leaves them, never says anything about them) or when he makes dinner I notice he always serves me a portion that’s much bigger than his. If I finish my food before him or we are sharing something he always offers me what’s left of his or the last pieces etc...

We are very kinky and have been really transparent about a lot of our kinks but neither of us have broached this particular subject... except the first time we ever made out and he got my dress off and explicitly said, I have a thing for bellies... my response, ME TOO!

And he does. It’s not a constant thing but belly play happens frequently enough that I guess I have been content to not say anything just because we engage in ways that makes me happy and really satisfied regardless.

Sometimes though when I get in certain moods it would feel good to have it be more explicit.

I’m definitely in one of those moods today.

I’m always curious and love hearing from people who are are FAs and their different perspectives and the specifics...

I love the subversive nature of being fat in a world where skinny is the ideal. I have been thin but curvy the majority of my life and so now this feels extraordinarily naughty which I love. I love being grabbed and squeezed and especially jiggled! It just feels so good! Depending on the partner and my dynamics with them I love the variety of being worshipped by some and used and humiliated by others. My bf is very lean and in good shape and works out daily and I love that contrast... Fit people vs fat people is hot af. Sigh... I need to indulge!

So will you please please please give a girl some entertainment and tell me about your feelings and perspectives and preferences when it comes to all things fat? 💗

The best thing I’m (re)learning about lactating... how much it increases your appetite!

Every time I pump I gather a bunch of snacks up to have near me and I indulge while I pump. Then I have to masturbate because everything about the situation pushes my buttons and feels incredible...

Needless to say everything is getting bigger.

I was always skinny until a few years ago it really started to pack on.

I never liked being super skinny and remember in 2010 without trying I was losing weight and my thighs stopped touching and it was so uncomfortable. I was a size four.

I had a partner that hated my weight gain which made me love it even more... I dumped him and have kept the weight!

My partners now celebrate me how I am and love my confidence and think it’s sexy af.

I like being soft and squishy. I like going against societal norms. And I love eating food!

During dinner last night my boyfriend and I were sitting on his porch eating yummy tacos...

I was starting to feel really full and he asked if I was going to need tummy rubs again... I started to say it’s not as bad as Thursday... but then before I could finish my sentence the chair I was sitting in broke and I fell to the floor!!

I felt so obese!

He was more worried about me than anything else but I was embarrassed and turned on!

On Thursday he fed me so much food I was so stuffed my tummy hurt and he gave me lots of soothing tummy rubs. I felt so spoiled.

We haven’t explicitly discussed a specific FA/feeder kink between us but we both play the roles and he can’t stop playing with my rolls! Really he can’t! He’s always squeezing and pinching and jiggling my fat!!!

He’s always encouraging me to eat and buys me over indulgent treats whenever I go to his place... and all he wants to do is spoil me and encourages me to be lazy...

I’ve never been happier or fatter!

Mhmmm.

Having an altered state of mind and being used for pleasure and taken advantage of is up there on the list of things I NEED to do.

I have been playing with a hypnotist for awhile now that’s into making me dumber. It’s hot.

He’s not into feeding or making me fatter tho. 😔

That’d be the most perfect combo ever.

ESPECIALLY if they also wanted to induce lactation. I’d be in heaven. 😍

Saint Louis.

I love being fed! ☺️

I’m still below 200 but just barely.

34 - obese

If I gain another 35 pounds I will be morbidly obese. Makes my heart beat faster just thinking about it. 😊

STL!