Here's another test to supplement the Wall Test (see fantasyfeeder.com/cms/infusions/forum/view-thread.php) and the Floor Test (fantasyfeeder.com/cms/infusions/forum/view-thread.php).

Sit on the floor (or bed) with your legs straight out and spread apart. Sit up straight, neither leaning back or forwards.

Does your belly touch the floor?

If so, does it just touch, or does it actually rest on the floor?

Have you read "Deciding to Get Fat"?

askdrfeeder.dyndns.org/dtgf.html

I love those, especially the upperward-looking belly button.

At the same time I yearn for them to progress, and for that belly button to look straight ahead as the belly gets bigger....

You're just conflicted. That's very common. Your desire to be bigger is in opposition to what society says you should be.

Sometimes people love this more and more as they gain more and more and become less conflicted about it. I can't guarantee that'll happen to you but it's certainly possible.

Sounds like you've both found ideal wingwomen!

Reminds me of a cartoon:

Keep it simple: Just laugh and say you like to eat.

If the doctor presses you asks why you've been eating more, just say you've had more opportunities.

I guess our leaders are censoring the fact that they exist as well!

There is actually a series of three related videos.

I think they're okay, though this one: youtube.com/watch claims that "The leaders of feederism groups are hostile to safety information and censor it."

I've never heard of anyone censoring safety information. Has anyone else?

It's like anything else...it just takes practice!