Yes and yes. I'm not exclusively attracted to fat men. My fiance is conventionally fit, and I'm wild about him. But I do love seeing big massive guts too.
I think my big turn-on is my own fat. Feeling myself gain and grow is a true thrill. I also love the feeling of being wildly stuffed and swollen, both because the sensation itself is nice and because being so gluttonous reminds me of how I grew to this size.
11 months
SSBBW Summer:
I've gained 300 pounds and now weigh 500
That's an awesome journey, Summer!
11 months
If it was possible to eat continuously while the belly infinitely grew bigger, I'd want to be propped up in a giant, comfortable bed and fed constantly. My gut would become an incomprehensibly large sphere of fat that filled the entire bed, touching my feet, and my only obligation would be packing in tens of thousands of calories.
11 months
I definitely describe myself as obese with folks who know I'm happy about it. When it's just us, like during belly play, my fiance calls me "Fatty" and I absolutely love it.
11 months
BigBallBellyGirl:
Maybe the boldest thing I ever did was, ironically, when I was about 360 pounds smaller than I am now. I was regaining lost weight aggressively and weighed around 230 with a big belly. I had a Bohemian-style halter top with a flowy skirt, and the top had a small elastic band around the bottom. If pulled up over the belly, it looked like a cropped poet's blouse. One day, in a particular bout of courage, I wore it like that to a Mexican restaurant and completely stuffed my face with a big bulging tummy on display. Admittedly, it was around 3 pm during the afternoon lull. I still felt brave, and somehow, even braver driving home with my pale beach ball belly on display
Newenglander:
Despite the restaurant not being busy, of course the staff had to notice not only your figure but your consumption! Imagine the conversation in that kitchen!
I can't remember what I ordered, but I do recall still being hungry after clearing my plates. When the server came to bring the check, I ordered more food instead. I'm sure there was talk!
11 months
Sarahishungry420:
Here's one for the Emetophiles
I have been bulimic since I was 9. I remember the first time I did it, I was so full but wanted another rice ball and 4th of july so I made myself throw up and it was like I unlocked a door that let me eat forever. But now at 31 Im dealing with some health problems. Im autistic so I like to binge eat but if I get overly full I can't keep it down anymore. I went to a brazillian steakhouse the other night for a friends birthday and got sick like 6 times every half hour i was running to the bathroom to puke what I just ate. I can't hold down large amounts of food anymore, even normal meals make me sick half the time. Im not doing it on purpose or to lose weight but I just can't hold binges down anymore and it makes me sad, but I was wondering if any guys were into Emetophilia and wanted me to record when I get sick/if stuffing to sickness is itself a fetish for anybody?
Dear OP--
There's absolutely NO judgement here.
Is this experience causing you distress? Do you feel emotionally uncomfortable or unsafe? Do you have physical symptoms you are not enjoying?
If the answer to the above questions is yes, I encourage you to put your emotional welfare first. Talk to a therapist. Heal yourself. Heal your body.
Keep in mind... I'm a 600 pound woman. My lifestyle wouldn't be considered conventionally healthy by any definition, but it's also not up for adjudication by strangers, and I would never do that to you. That's not my point.
I only hope you will take the time to ask yourself if you are comfortable where you are, before offering up ways in which you are struggling so other people can get off. If the answer is that you are doing well and are ready to take that journey, support you 100%.
11 months
Maybe the boldest thing I ever did was, ironically, when I was about 360 pounds smaller than I am now. I was regaining lost weight aggressively and weighed around 230 with a big belly. I had a Bohemian-style halter top with a flowy skirt, and the top had a small elastic band around the bottom. If pulled up over the belly, it looked like a cropped poet's blouse. One day, in a particular bout of courage, I wore it like that to a Mexican restaurant and completely stuffed my face with a big bulging tummy on display. Admittedly, it was around 3 pm during the afternoon lull. I still felt brave, and somehow, even braver driving home with my pale beach ball belly on display
11 months
I'm marked safe from plastic garden furniture, because there is no way my 600 lb body would fit in one of those chairs anyway!
I also avoid anything with plastic or canvas slats as well as most folding chairs. I'm under the assumption they would give way immediately, and I would be on the ground. And well, it would take several people to help me get up...
11 months
Bigwideland:
I guess this indicates my eagerness to grow.
But I found in recent big meals, I can down more as a shake, than food you have to masticate. So I am thinking to blend some foods into a thick paste, so you can swallow a big mouthful in one go, no crewing required.
I can see this could increase my intake before fullness kicks in , and will improve digestion rates, to ensue even more intake.
Do other do this?
BWL.
Munchies:
This is called pre-digestion. You make the foods easier to consume by needing to chew them less.
Personally, I do not want to have a club sandwich smoothie. Takes all the enjoyment out of eating, and some foods do not smoothie.
Like, you do you boo, but I'm gagging.
Munchies, you made me think of what my epic Thanksgiving feast would have been like blended. Definitely not knocking BWL's theory by any means (or for that matter, how anyone chooses to gain), but my brain also said, "I ate a 9x13 pan of stuffing and a 9x13 pan of Mac and cheese. What if they had been shakes?" 😱
11 months
I'm sure it would work. I haven't blended foods, but I have done tons of shakes, to which I added all kinds of fattening extras, like butter, vegetable oil, and heavy cream. They were definitely easy to consume, and I came up with a few recipes that were 3K calories or more that helped me fatten fast
The only reason I didn't experiment more is that, in addition to being a feedee and a stuffer, I'm also a total foodie, and a lot of my gaining has been driven my enjoyment of gorging on different tastes and flavors.
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