fanedfox:
I don't necessarily feel jealous, but I'll see a guy, or a woman/girl who's very obese and wonder how I would look that heavy/fat/obese.
I used to be just like that when I was younger but I just kept those thoughts to myself but as I aged and actively started to live like this was when I started to see fat people with hanging fat; I became fascinated and I eventually started to do research on gaining that fat in particular which was subcutaneous fat and that fascination germinated into fat addiction.
4 years
IndulgeTheGlutton:
Being too big to touch myself is definitely a fantasy of mine. Just the idea of my member getting buried in a fupa while the very belly I fed into enormity prevents me from even getting anywhere near it. So I am filled to the brim with lard, which keeps me turning me on, but it's my feeder who decides if I even get any relief this week. Or even this month.
WideJuan76:
But the twist is that the feeder doesn't know that you really don't need them to do that but it makes the feeder feel accomplished when actuality just rocking back and forth while sitting does the trick for you with no hands.
IndulgeTheGlutton:
I've heard not everyone can actually get off using their own fat pad, so it depends on that.
BigFox:
I really think it comes down to what “takes you there?” If your not sexually excited about your own size then it would be hard to stay turned on so to speak. But at that point it’s just about trying to find something that “gets you excited.”
Both of you have a point. For my anecdotal experience, I went from never ever thinking about being like that to actually being like that and realizing "my" new normal and with being self reliant; I can't wait for my lady to always be my only source of release so I had to adjust to my gaining and seeing it be my source of fulfillment.
4 years
IndulgeTheGlutton:
Being too big to touch myself is definitely a fantasy of mine. Just the idea of my member getting buried in a fupa while the very belly I fed into enormity prevents me from even getting anywhere near it. So I am filled to the brim with lard, which keeps me turning me on, but it's my feeder who decides if I even get any relief this week. Or even this month.
But the twist is that the feeder doesn't know that you really don't need them to do that but it makes the feeder feel accomplished when actuality just rocking back and forth while sitting does the trick for you with no hands.
4 years
WideJuan76:
Yeah, it would be something to behold and the embarrassment of it all would be the best part
NYCBellyBlimp:
Embarrassment, actual realization or both in some cases.[/quote]
In either case, we will have to accept our new normal.
4 years
This is a new addition to my current weight gain that I didn't have before. I used to be teased for being chubby as a kid so used to get easily triggered by it buy I had an ex reframe it and to see the playfully teasing as an accomplishment because it becomes an acknowledgement of our gain and gaining new rolls to find while getting teased about it is a good thing
4 years
WideJuan76:
Yeah, we wouldn't have ever thought that we would have ended up as we have and that we would like being as fat as we have become but I shudder to think what fifty plus year old me would look like. Lol.
NYCBellyBlimp:
Probably what would have happened if Augustus Gloop stayed stuck in the straw..lol. Morbidly Obese Fat Albert from the MadTV skit..lol.[/quote]
Yeah, it would be something to behold and the embarrassment of it all would be the best part
4 years
WideJuan76:
For quite a few feeders, this is how they waddle into this space not realizing that they like getting fat just as much as assisting someone with getting fatter. It is the natural progression of this lifestyle of ours. Mine happened when I had someone introduce the possibility of purposely getting fat and I jumped into it and even she said with how I saw fat that eventually I would turn it in on myself and I might like that even moreso. Our younger selves, might have ran away from the option of getting fat but when you get into your middle ages that is when you are like "to hell with it" and you say why not get fat ? I could have never imagined that I would have been this obese in my teens and twenties.
NYCBellyBlimp:
Spoken truth as I needed the energy and taking up less room when occasionally hitting those bbw clubs in my 20's.[/quote]
Yeah, we wouldn't have ever thought that we would have ended up as we have and that we would like being as fat as we have become but I shudder to think what fifty plus year old me would look like. Lol.
4 years
It's been in my anecdotal experience that it is a mixture of genetics, environment and your own particular subculture. My father later in life told us he had fat fetishes but I never saw them coming up and he remarried and then passed on while my younger siblings were toddlers and they both grew up between two non Western countries and they both developed the same food and fat addictions so one never knows....
4 years
GainingLear:
Honestly, I do very little about it. You just have to remember to uncover it before use. It isn't uncomfortable for me except in the cases where you get hard and are still buried. In those cases you either reach down and free yourself or let it build til it pops free, which feels amazing. This is just another part of getting super fat in my eyes so I'm not actively trying to change it.
And there is that part or it. What are we really going to do about it other than adjust to it ? When we have eaten ourselves to this point then we have reached a point of no return.
4 years
As someone who has actively grown to this point once before in my life, folks never speak on this aspect of food addiction based gaining. I was lucky that I had a female at the time who dated males who had the same issues and I learned from those situations how to cope but it takes some getting used to. Depending how your fat engulfs itself on your body, you will be able to get and be aroused just by how you sit and move back and forth. Fat now has become your chastity belt because you have to dig for it now and that was the biggest ego blower for me but eventually you get over it because eating now becomes your new way to get off and if you can find a woman that likes it then that takes it to an even greater level.
4 years
