I was wondering if there is way to get rid of "fat fetish"?

Living with this fetish is hard because society / media is antifat and is constantly trying to tell that fat people are bad + unworthy.

I have always wanted find female feeder in my country but there are none and they are really rare in general.

Same thing is finding mutual gainer or feedee girl.

Finding normal girl without fat related things would be easier.

Maybe I'm just sad and lonely.

Trying to gain weight during the holidays so my belly would be bigger after the holidays

I have two weeks long xmas break from studying. I was thinking about trying gain weight on that time.

How much can human gain weight in two weeks on average? Basically I would just eat, sleep, sitting on my ass on the couch and be lazy for the whole time.

All tips and suggestion would be awesome

Also thinking about going to see nurse after my xmas break to get weighted and watch her reaction when my weight has gone up and my belly has expanded.

I would also want to be fattened up

Where to find the most rare of them all: Female feeder who likes to make men gain weight by huge amount.

Sounds really awesome!

I have always dreamed of having girlfriend that would be a feeder, or mutual gainer.

It would be so awesome if my girlfriend would start to fatten me slowly without me knowing about it. I mean like giving me appetite stimulants in secret, baking goods and I would be taste tester. She would replace my clothes for bigger size and slowly condition me to stuff my belly at max by giving me reward as sex.

After I started gaining weight and accept that there is no other way than getting fat she would like to play with my belly tenderly / lovingly, she would measure my belly and keep weight gain diary with measures. She would also take pictures about my body during the progress.

It would be also awesome if she would begin to gain weight as well. I like to see woman gaining weight but most important thing is that she would also like it herself and would enjoy gaining weight / softening body.

I have always dreamed of having girlfriend that would be a feeder, or mutual gainer.

It would be so awesome if my girlfriend would start to fatten me slowly without me knowing about it. I mean like giving me appetite stimulants in secret, baking goods and I would be taste tester. She would replace my clothes for bigger size and slowly condition me to stuff my belly at max by giving me reward as sex.

After I started gaining weight and accept that there is no other way than getting fat she would like to play with my belly tenderly / lovingly, she would measure my belly and keep weight gain diary with measures. She would also take pictures about my body during the progress.

I have never measured my moobs but I think they have been on A-cup at biggest. It would be awesome if someone would tell me or measure my moobs.

I have always dreamed of having bigger moobs than women boobs or at least same size. I'm talking about B cup or bigger.

It would be awesome if my moobs would grow round, heavy and need bra for support because bouncing + jiggling.

I have always wanted to travel in United States to eat in all those different kind of fast food and come back to home like 30lbs heavier´or even more.