I'm not sure what I would label this, but in addition to being a stage-by-stage gainer and a stuffer, I've also had the goal of getting the biggest belly my body could handle. As I've put on 380 pounds, my belly has maintained a ball-like shape, and I've in part been motivated by the desire to make it fatter and increase my circumference

At one point (and only once in my adult life), I decided to "get fit". I was around 370 pounds, and under my doctor's care, began a faithful diet and exercise regimen. During this time, I closed my feederism accounts, and I stayed away from YouTube even, because I knew I would engage with my fetish and start stuffing again. As my body shrank, I felt less and less comfortable in it. By the time I reached 190, I was the least happy I'd ever been.

Three and a half years later, I'm 571, which is 200 lb fatter than my previous high weight. I do moderate how much time I spend engaging with kink things, because I become very motivated to stuff, and realistically, I know I can't become 800 lb. But I still enjoy the sites, the friends I've made here, the forum, and the stories. For me, it's balance

I said all this to say, I've tried to make my kink go away, and I realized that didn't enhance my life at all. There are strategies I use when it becomes too invasive, like spending more time with my fiance, my dog, or watching a favorite show. I also find ways to enjoy fat life that don't make me gain 10 lb a week, like belly play, diet soda chugs, and exhibitionism in our home (i.e. wearing T- shirts I've outgrown so my belly is completely exposed.)

Hi! Yes! I'm taking a break from maintaining! Felt amazing to have a belly distended, full to the absolute limit, and completely tight again. Happy to see you are still enjoying your gains!

8 l in 57 minutes.

I stuffed all weekend, and my balance is *still* off. Last night, with about 25,000 calories in my belly, I couldn't sit upright, lean forward, or take a full breath. I had to get a belly rub and have my tummy patted and jiggled for a long time to get out a few burps just so I could get up to go to the bathroom. I still feel very "crowded" inside, and my fiance says my stomach still feels hard under my layers of fat.

I've been maintaining for a while (give or take)... I've just kind of given myself about a three week break from maintenance. Today, I'm back to my normal intake. Breakfast was a smoothie, an everything bagel, and some cantaloupe, and lunch was a veggie burger, large salad, fries, and some water. Typically, 4,000 calories a day is maintenance for me, because after all, I'm a really big girl.

That said, I do gain weight from a weekend like this one. I'm still very bloated (the skin on my belly even feels tigggghht, and I feel like my center of gravity is off.) My pants are uncomfortable so I'm wearing them rolled down all the way under my gut. I'd guess, based on past stuffings, I'll probably keep 8 to 10 pounds from this go around!

I did!

DAY 2

Breakfast 1 (1000 cal)
- Berries and cream smoothie
- Bowl of pineapple
- Yogurt granola parfait
- Apple danish

Breakfast 2 (2500 calories)
- Large Dr. Pepper
- 3 sausage, egg, and cheese biscuits
- 2 large hash browns

Breakfast 3 (900 calories)
- 1 banana
- Peanut butter toast
- Coffee with cream and sugar

Snack (800 calories)
- Broccoli and cheese turnover
- Large orange juice

Lunch (4,500 calories)
- Large sweet tea
- Large Buffalo Chicken pizza
- 8 Hot honey mustard wings
- Entree spinach, strawberry and Bleu cheese salad

Snack (1,000 calories)
- 2 glasses of milk
- 5 layer chocolate cake

Snack (3,300 calories)
- Large cheese Pizza with extra cheese
- Dr. Pepper

Snack (2,000 calories)
- 1 container of Sabra classic hummus
- 2 large pieces of Naan

Dinner (4,100 calories)
- 2 glasses of Cabernet
- Bowl of chicken Alfredo soup
- Mushroom ravioli entree
- Chicken Parmigiana entree
- 5 bread sticks

Snack (3,200 calories)
- White cheddar cheezits (whole box)
- 2 cans of Dr. Pepper)

Snack (900 calories)
- Mint chocolate chip milkshake

Snack (900 calories)
- 2 glasses of milk
- Chocolate filled croissant
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Total: 25,100 calories.
Weight Friday morning: 561
Weight Tuesday morning: 576

I'm not sure where I'll settle with weight gain from all this food, but my fiance felt my belly several times yesterday, and he says he can still feel my hard, bloated, stomach under all my fat. Several times yesterday, I was so full I couldn't breathe, and I started sweating profusely. I have to say, I've missed that sensation, since it's been a while since I last went to these kind of extremes. Today, it's back to work, so the fun is over for a bit, but I'm enjoying the results of still feeling completely ballooned out. I do

Taking a break from maintaining, and enjoying a few stuffings along the way. Again, this won't last, because, well, it can't go on infinitely. But I've been in the mood for a little fun!

I do the same. Initially I tried at 200 feet, but now, cumulatively, I get about 6,000 to 7,000 steps, which isn't bad for someone my size.

Back into gaining again (or rather eating as much as I want to, with gaining as a side effect.) Yesterday I went all out, only pausing when I was about to pop, and I may do it again today. I'm so bloated still the skin on top of my belly is smooth and tight instead of jiggly. The feast day included:

Breakfast 1 - 2200 cal.
- Green energy smoothie
- 2 boiled eggs
- 6 turkey sausage patties
- 1 banana
- Peanut butter toast
- Cream cheese sun dried tomato bagel

Breakfast 2 - 1300 cal
- Large blended caramel coffee drink
- 2 cheese and turkey croissants
- One yogurt parfait

Lunch 1 - 2100 calories
_ Large Dr. Pepper
- 3 double cheeseburgers
- 2 large fries

Lunch 2 - 1500 cal
- 3 Fish tacos
- Large Baja salad
- Large Margarita

Snack - 840 cal
- 4 Lemon bars

Dinner 1 - 3100 cal
- 2 full size dinner plates of lobster mac & cheese
- 12 inch cheese and garlic sour dough loaf
- 1 glass of Cabernet

Dinner 2 - 1700 cal
- 3 cups of rice
- Large serving of teriyaki broccoli
- 3 grilled chicken breasts

Snack 1 - 2400 cal
- Large bucket of movie theater popcorn with butter
- 64 ounce Dr. Pepper

Snack 2 - 1400 cal.
- 1 lb. Baby carrots
- 32 oz. Ranch dip
- 3 green apples dipped in peanut butter

Snack 3 - 1300 cal
- Pint of butter pecan ice cream

Total- 17,940 cal

Today, I'm going for 20,000 or bust.