I was thinking water I drink a lot when eating more. I just hope the calories are lurking somewhere and will pounce soon.

Hi

I had three days of above average consumption and in that time I hit 522 lbs now two days later I am back to 511 lbs very disappointing result. Any one else find this frustrating?

When I stuff, I just get an urge to eat it is like a sex drive you cannot ignore it. And then yes, I enjoy the feeling of swallowing and feeling the stomach expand and the sound it makes as the food sloshes around and when you poke yourself or when you walk.

I was thinking if you get fat before you are 10 does that alter the type of fat you have compared to say someone over 20 getting fat?

I was obese from about the age of 7 and I have mostly soft subcutaneous fat and a lot on my rump and hip for a male.

I saw this on a cooking show,

You get chocolate ripple biscuits and other like ginger etc.

Your stick the biscuits into stack of five face to face with whipped cream. Then to lay the stacks down side by side to make a cake shape then cover the outside and top with the cream. This goes in the fridge for 6 hrs. or till the biscuits have absorbed the cream to become a cake.

I am giving it a go looks like a calorie overload. : )

The point is to eat as much as you can as often as you can, try and eat more each time it can be tough and even repetitively boring at time. And do fatting soups and stews wet food goes in fast and you can get more in before you feel full. Snacks at hand all the time i have a bag of Snacks in the car and at home I eat chocolate if on the computer or watching TV. Also ensure to drink plenty of water it aids digestion and you can eat more if you sip water in a meal in particular if it dry or has lots of bread . Enjoy your belly rubbing the floor ensure to post your progress. Cheers BWL.

Just to be mt fat self with a lady that loves my fat and weight. Being feed huge amounts of food and have her rub my belly with lotion. That is my idea of bliss.

Do what I just did I ate two trays of lasagna on top of breakfast that is 2.8 kg of lasagna in 1 hr.

Depending on the guilt is it about you or yourself in relation to Others? I was publicly and socially embarrassed at being obese but it was all I wanted to be But now i am what I am maybe its a aging thing you loose your concerns. I think the guilt is conflicting feeling of what you want and the way you think the world will see you as unacceptable. Well the hell with unacceptable its will happen but that's on the world not you loose the guit and show the world some non conformance and diversity i say.

Yes water sport if you are older or very big or both, maybe wheel chair sports if genuine people in wheel chairs would allow it?