My secret is out.... guardian ain't happy

fatgirlangie wrote
Maximum wrote
Other days though...

I feel sick to my stomach, thinking i'm a twisted perverted freak, who needs to be cured of this illness of mine and returned to the world of "normal" people...


Not to be mean or anything but I found this almost hurtful. I'm a big woman and I would hope the man that likes me doesn't think that way.

I'm just as normal as anyone else. Just because I am fat doesn't mean I am less of a person or that the guy who likes me is perverted for being attracted to me.


Sorry, never meant to hurt anyone, i guess i wasn't very clear.

I'm sexually attracted to fat, i have no problem dating a bigger girl cause i like her and think she is cool, what i have a problem with is having a lustful desire of someone because they are fat.

When it comes to girls all they needs is a pretty face and i'm sold, i do not have a preference for thinner girls because they make me feel normal, i have an issue with my sexuality and lust being controlled by such a strong desire for fat. It has nothing to do with fat girls being unlikeable, a larger girl can be as attractive as a smaller one, but i don't feel right liking someone "just cause there fat"

>.> i really don't think i've made things any clearer...

*sigh* sorry to anyone who was offended, not my intention...

i'm just not 100% comfortable with being turned on by fat
15 years

Fatspiration

PeanutButter and Kellye wrote
Maximum wrote

Thank You, for the response and the kind words, it's good to know that I am welcome here, sometimes i doubt even that...

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You're not wanted here, go play in some other sandbox! But leave your hackey sack. We totally want the hackey sack.


I LOVE HACKEY SACK!!!

lol i was the "Side-Winder" in high school...

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Ironic...
15 years

Fatspiration

Carolina_Dee wrote
Maximum wrote
Hello All,

Just a curiosity question, anyone else find themselves staring at pics of people of the same sex and wishing that was them?

lol i'm not gay, (believe me i've already explored that) but i often find myself looking at pictures of guys who are big and round with smooth skin and thinking how awesome they look and i'd want to look like that (not that i've got the guts yet to do some gaining myself, still a fantasy at this stage)

I just wanted some kind of confirmation that this isn't just me and that there are other guys and/or girls out there who find themselves admiring people of the same sex, but not in a sexual way.

Love to hear your thoughts!

P.S. Does anyone go a step further and send PM's or post comments on the pics? It seems alot easier to do this to the opposite sex that ur interested in, but should u also offer support and praise to those who are your Fatspiration?

Max Out

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I have received allot of pm's from men who fantasize what it would be like to be a big woman. And allot from women who feel the way you do. BTW you seem like a very cool young person, I'm glad your a part of our community. And all the other cool and open minded people here as well.


Thank You, for the response and the kind words, it's good to know that I am welcome here, sometimes i doubt even that...

smiley
15 years

Fatspiration

Hello All,

Just a curiosity question, anyone else find themselves staring at pics of people of the same sex and wishing that was them?

lol i'm not gay, (believe me i've already explored that) but i often find myself looking at pictures of guys who are big and round with smooth skin and thinking how awesome they look and i'd want to look like that (not that i've got the guts yet to do some gaining myself, still a fantasy at this stage)

I just wanted some kind of confirmation that this isn't just me and that there are other guys and/or girls out there who find themselves admiring people of the same sex, but not in a sexual way.

Love to hear your thoughts!

P.S. Does anyone go a step further and send PM's or post comments on the pics? It seems alot easier to do this to the opposite sex that ur interested in, but should u also offer support and praise to those who are your Fatspiration?

Max Out

smiley
15 years

My secret is out.... guardian ain't happy

To be honest, i really don't know...

Some times, I'm of the opinion that it makes me happy and feel good so how can something like that be bad. Everyone has there wierd kinks and mine is no different...

Other days though...

I feel sick to my stomach, thinking i'm a twisted perverted freak, who needs to be cured of this illness of mine and returned to the world of "normal" people...

Mind you none of this is because of other peoples input, i'm still very quiet about the whole thing to people i know, the constant struggle i experience is born from my own self doubts and misgivings, but these extend far further then just feederism related issues...

Sorry, i guess this doesn't help, i just wanted to let out a bit of my inner torment...

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15 years

*knocking up* fetish?

I find it amazing that so many girls are into this?

not something i'm into myself, but one can't deny the beautiful changes a woman undergoes during pregnancy...

I just thought it was a guy thing and i always felt bad about the idea of getting a girl pregnant and being reponsible for all the pain she will have to go through...

But i'm just wierd like that...

:$
15 years

Your id. what's it mean?

First name of my alter ego...
15 years