What causes a fat fetish? When I was younger, I grew up with several fat aunts and cousins. I looked up to them as my role models. So therefore, I too became fat.

For me, trying to lose weight was to please people. A family friend kept reminding me how pretty I am; even though I gotten fat. So why should you even lose weight? What does it feel like being fat? It's the opposite; you're only larger and heavier.

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I too was also like that. At one point, I had lost ten pounds; only to regain the weight back. Right now, I'm currently back to my old eating habits.

I used to hate my fat face too. I became confident with my fatter face now.

[quote]wretty222 wrote:
- you absently find yourself stroking and cupping your belly while you eat

- you see 2000 calories as a STARTING goal for the day, not a limit

- you stop at 3-4 different fast food places to satisfy all your cravings

-one (or four or five) is never, ever enough

- you've ordered an entire pizza for yourself before


I would go to the Golden Corral once out of the week to have my fill on the buffet. On the way home, I would stop at the store and pick up a quart of ice cream, a quart of heavy cream, and cupcakes.

I outgrew some of my clothes already.

The best eating and drinking spots are around on the North Side of Chicago. Have you tried going to the Bucktown-Wicker Park community?

Weighing in earlier this year, I thought I would be at 217 or 218-lbs. To my surprise and excitement, I weighed in at 227-lbs earlier this year. I'm more heavier than I expected. Keep on eating Diva.

When I joined five years ago, I was well under 200-lbs. Five years later, I am tipping the scales at 230-lbs. A whole lot of snacking.

I'm already in a size 22. Some clothes I have are a size 24.