Been to Japan and Hawaii but that's all. There's more places I want to go but having no job means no money and no money means no travel which sucks. Boyfriend wants to go to Japan with me next time and I'd love to have money to go with him.

The rebelling against the norm aspect of it for me I think. We're told early on that fat is bad, wrong, and you're a freak for liking it. Well I guess I am a freak, as we all are apparently.

Boyfriend says that Pokemon has officially copied Digimon with their Mega Evolutions. I never watched or played Digimon so I don't know if it's a blatent copy or just a revamping. When was the last time you saw Digimon make the 18 year mark huh? It will be 20 years old in 2015, how time flies huh Pokenerds?

Should we post more in here or just necropost on the other pages you linked Ruby? The last replies on them were dated 4 years ago.

Hell ya!! I downloaded a body mod for Sims 3 for the specific purpose of breaking past the game's max fatness level to make some gorgeous fat guys. But then Sims 3 stopped working and now I can't make anymore.

Ah, and here I thought you wanted advice on getting a six pack of kegs...my bad.:o

Any kind of research job where you have to sit on that growing *** for hours upon hours a day. Sneaking treats and things into your desk to that added weight gain...I will totally write a story about that.

I like having something to build on so if he's already kinda fat I prefer to add on from there. As you know adding more to something that's already well established can really add up to something bigger and better.

I say it so many times, but I never come to the answer. For the longest time I thought that liking fat guys made me a freak and scared people off, it started young for me like 9 or so. I just remember having a strange feeling when I saw a fat person, it was nice but also it was confusing for a nine year old to process. I never said anything to anyone about it though. Even back in 1992 when everyone was into the latest fitness crazes I never got it. I was a kid and it didn't make sense to me why anyone would want to suffer like that just because they were told that they were too fat.

Then I got older and started to feel ugly when I would see myself in the mirror after a shower, I saw everything that I was told was bad, I wasn't skinny, I didn't have perfect skin or shiny and glossy hair like everyone was "supposed" to have in high school. Being a size 16 was too fat and I had to lose weight because I was brainwashed into thinking that no guy would want me at size 16 and I had to be single digit sizes. My sister was and she had all sorts of guys wanting her, and no one wanted me; that wasn't using me to get closer to one of my friends...

But in 2005 or 2006 I finally started to understand that I wasn't alone and wasn't a freak for wanting a fat guy as opposed to one who was ripped. I found out that there were thousands of others like me out there, all over the world.