I have often had the fantasy where I feed a reluctant skinny model, of about 100/110lbs by force until she is super sized. It usually involves her accepting her extra weight once she gets to about 170/180lbs, where she starts begging me to feed her until she gets to at least 300lbs. She realises how much sexier she is looking with every extra pound. Also her sex drive is going through the roof, as she gains, so that she gets more and more addicted to wanting to gain weight.

The Drugs Don't Work - The Verve (This song has real meaning for me as my dad died of cancer).

Lady of a Certain Age - Divine Comedy (Best lyrics I have ever heard, the picture is painted so well).

Breakdown - Suede (Reminds me of my ex).

I Know It's Over - The Smiths.

She Takes Her Clothes Off - Stereophonics.

Cut Here - The Cure.

Falling on a Bruise - CarterUSM.

There are loads more I could have mentioned, but I think I've covered my most painful.

Good to see this thread up again with plenty of recent posts. Whilst I believe that we all have the choice to determine our own destiny, daily predictions being just rubbish. I do feel that our birth charts have an influence on our personalities, as mine was very accurate. My wife did mine several years ago and here it is.

Sun - Libra
Ascendent - Gemini
Midheaven - Aquarius
Moon - Capricorn
Mercury - Scorpio
Venus - Virgo
Mars - Scorpio
Jupiter - Capricorn
Saturn - Capricorn
Uranus - Leo
Neptune - Scorpio
Pluto - Virgo

One other reason I find star signs to be of influence, is who I generally get along with best. Most of my best friends seem to be either fire or air signs, loads being Aries.
Men I get on best with are. Aries, Leo, Libra, Virgo, Aquarius and Sagitarius.
Women I get on well with. Gemini, Sagitarius, Aquarius, Capricorn, Leo and Virgo.
I seem to clash with Taurus and Cancer of both sexes, Male pisces and strangely Libra women.

Of course this doesn't mean that I only seek out star signs I get on best with. These are generalisations that I have experienced before I knew a persons star sign, then find out later. In general I don't like to find out a persons star sign too soon and try to get on with anyone until they prove otherwise. As there is so much more to us than just our star signs.

Nice to know that we are mostly awesome folk on here. As for paying you attention, with your face and figure it would be silly not to. Which leads to me to why you shouldn't get anxious in public. When I was young my self esteem wasn't good, yet people did say I was good looking. Yet when it came to chatting to girls I was useless and blokes who looked far worse than me would get off with girls I was interested in getting to know. It's hard to say just get confident when you don't feel that way, so I would say soak up as much attention as you can if it helps you feel better about yourself. Maybe then you will realise how awesome you can be, this applies to everyone who needs a confidence boost.

Seems like you have taken a route that is suiting your wife perfectly. Keeping plenty of high calorie snacks around will also help, as your wife could very easily take to grazing as she won't ever feel stuffed. This is why my wife can never really lose much weight when she diets. She eats very healthily, then constantly snacks on unhealthy junk food, often without realising this is what she's doing.

Two possible thoughts.

1. You like the contrast of slim and fat. So that when you were slim you prefered fat girls, now you are fat you prefer slim girls.
2. You like the idea of having a very slim girl to fatten up.

I agree with Jazzman, this has been a great year so far and your tips Layla are excellent for those with trouble gaining. It does seem that FF is getting a lot more popular in the last year with real gainers, certainly loads of positive results and a more positive vibe around the site. As for you Layla it's hard to know where it will end, you are awesome in every way.

I do realise that, it was just a funny thought that popped into my head. If I thought they were posers, I wouldn't like them. I've been into alternative music since the late 70's, I can spot posers a mile off.

Does make me more optimistic about the whole subject. Dr Feeder made a simular post that was put onto the "Fat Liberation Forum". In that I said it would take decades to be accepted, maybe it will be quicker. I'd like to think so, as there aren't many people in the world who actually dislike eating. It's the fear of fat that makes people in society object to eating what they want. The more people who see this lifestyle can be positive the better, but it does need positive press.

I do like Los camposenos. However, the lyrics to "That Boy that Girl", by Hadouken do come to mind. Disagree strongly that "The Strokes" are in your Shit list, agree with the rest though. From 2002-2008, the music scene went through a great revival, it seems to have tappered off, bar some excellent albums by "Arctic Monkeys", "The Strokes" and "The Coral". Don't see many new bands getting my interest at present, do like "Egyptian Hip Hop" and "The Chapman Family", but you can't exactly call them new.