Fattoo:
Where can we find the testimonials?

I'd like to know what others have learned.

I've added oil to my drinks before, it makes them more satisfying, smooth and yummy.

I prefer it. Over cream. Or milkshakes. So want to know what's wrong with OJ and oil?

Munchies can you provide a link to the Testimonials.

Or how I can read up on what problems folks had. I agree, I think people didn't know what Reubin said.

Fattoo:
Jeesh, I didn't know I came across that way...not caring as in don't care. I have a hole evidently.
Appreciate your reply.

To some extent I have learned some things about myself ever since playing preteen city league basketball, baseball and high school gym class.
And that is commitment to be focused and learning by practicing and research. Even more specifically would be my years in the Scouts. And now realizing Everytime I need to learn something.
Thing is, paying attention, keeping with it, and taking delight can and has become boring to me in many endeavors.
It's not so much that I don't care.
I just don't see a need to self improve at a high level.. A passing grade has always meant I did "good enough".
Usually just glad that class is over.
Teachers have taken me out of class for special learning in 4th grade. I use to day dream. I still do, when things get boring or having to learn something. Like it or not, I drift off.
I even drift off on topics I would like to hear.
I never thought of it as not caring. It was more about lost attention to what I was doing, or started and didn't finish, moving on to something else.
It just seems there is too little time for getting specific and more important to do as many things as possible.
Even not evaluating the outcome.
The flip side is when I do take care to express the arc in a circle in what is a proper radius.

Working with a Young Sheldon would be fine until I get critiqued.
The attention to detail and further application of theories supporting the idea is interesting to me. But I usually have a shorter vision.
My visions/ dreams tend not to be in reality. Mostly distractions.
So instead of saying I don't care if my bmi is 31.4 ( a year ago)
I should try to admit whatever health risk I am at and should perceive there is a better way to spend my time. To stop living in my own private Idaho.

Kudos to anyone finding me interesting.
Someone once given me a book, something about finding your soul. I never read it. But thought that is probably a nice book I should read.

Thing is, I will sit and eat watching TV. But not to read a book.
Reading a book means you need to pay attention.

Well, today is my 14th day of having a multi symptom cold. But I am feeling better but not cleared from it yet. Feeling better having my first breakfast in 2 weeks.

It's really amazing how I only lost 6 pounds having no real appetite. But was enjoying the thick cut pork chop I just had before responding here.

Good Day
Scheduling appointment for reprogramming the membrane.
Haha
Well if my habits are not serving me in my best interest.
My best interests better get interesting. And then it will show that I care.

Morbidly A Beast:
The heartburn is probably acid reflux or you’re just lactose intolerant

Munchies:
Gotta remember that heavy cream has extremely high fat content compared to other forms of cream. Some people cannot tolerate that much fat. This is why thw ox bile helps. It has digestive enzymes that break down the fat.

Sneederid:
Thanks munchies, you always have the best scientific replies.

I’ve never had the patience to continue with heavy cream. Considering trying it for another two weeks.

How long until you notice the fat gains in your experience?

I’m overeating with it but I don’t notice any gains the first week and just end up dieting because I lose interest! So tricky!

I hope I don’t have to feel like shit all the time for it to work.

Ashe000:
I didn't even know what that is. I wouldn't try it anyways but the reinsurance is always welcome

Sub4Dom52:
I think they are all just fantasy feeders and not real life feeders and I know a bunch of fake wanta be's on here also

Wackaroni:
I constantly feel alienated for having a kink for stuffing and feederism. It is hard not to feel like a freak when most people don't like what you like, and frankly I have lost hope and I don't know how to get by anymore.

Can I overcome my hopelessness in finding love? Out of desperation I find myself becoming less excited to put myself out there, and more willing to isolate myself, escape my thoughts, or hurt myself.

Munchies:
Do you have a therapist?

Wackaroni:
No, I can't afford one at the moment. I did, but we never touched this topic. I mentioned it vaguely, but I let him direct our discussions because I had a tendency to rant and I wanted to make order of things... So, we just never got to it.

Fattoo:
Hi Ashe,
Have you tried Reubins Fat Bomb drink?

MickRidem:
Not Autistic, but trauma-based spectrum here. I was tested and have half of the spectrum behaviors, mostly routine and sensory based.

Munchies:
What is trauma-based spectrum? How is that different from PTSD? I'm curious as someone with autism and PTSD.

MickRidem:
I have PTSD, and OCD...

Not sure if this is a clear description, maybe it helps a little?

Munchies:
Learning things.

I wish you well on your healing journey.

MickRidem:
Thank you! Knowing what I can work on to improve, and what I need to deal with that isn't changing, helps immensely.

MickRidem:
Not Autistic, but trauma-based spectrum here. I was tested and have half of the spectrum behaviors, mostly routine and sensory based.

Munchies:
What is trauma-based spectrum? How is that different from PTSD? I'm curious as someone with autism and PTSD.

MickRidem:
I have PTSD, and OCD, and it was the brain-changing trauma that altered how I function, so they are tied together. My therapist (of over 10 years) is trying to help me sort out a lot of things, and "heal or deal" with different symptoms. For example, my horrible PTSD memory damage can't be fixed, so we're working on dealing with it. But then other factors came up that didn't match up 100%.

My sensory sensitivities tested high, sometimes to the point where I feel like things are attacking me. But my social behavior didn't change like reading social cues and being an extrovert, although I can get immediately overwhelmed, and I do stim for comfort.

My stricter need for routine and patterns can get to a dysfunctional point. OCD for me, is based more on my compulsions to, for example, follow a pattern in the shower or to clean the house until I'm in tears - but this is *self-driven*. But if I'm asked to go into work early, I come close to having a panic attack because I can't deal with an external force changing my routine, and things like that fell on the spectrum.

My best understanding is that my PTSD and OCD are self driven, and the spectrum behaviours are external factors I can't deal with the way I used to. They're all tied together, but my PTSD and OCD have vastly improved over the years, and the other behaviours have not.

Not sure if this is a clear description, maybe it helps a little?

Harry-Misty:
What can help me to gain fat faster? Like what about hwavy cream? What do i need to do eith it and how much i need to drink it per day? Ik about calorie surplus, but what can help me increase my calorie intake without eating a lot?

Munchies:
Why do you want to eat more calories with less food?

Harry-Misty:
That's not correct, i want to eat more calories without stuffing myself, like on top of my avg diet..