Wayy before puberty. Stuffing, ripping, finding new larger clothes. During and after puberty drawing, finding photos (advert for Women en Large comes to mind) five large naked women posing in a natural environment my first porn. The Internet Google search found the hungry feedee, dimensions magazine, big Cutie's, and FF. I have been on here for a long time just under different names. And now an active paying member.

Is it just me or are there a lot of gainers here with out a diary. A gainer diary is used to write about your self and track your weight, loss or gain with a graph. Why not?

I'm just hitting 240lbs ish. Finding it very exciting now to feel fat!!! The beginning to a belly hang, love handles and outgrowing all my old clothes. Time to get new larger sizes.

I would ask if you are in a relationship now with a larger individual. Large people have been the butt of jokes for a long time. Love and respect is all you can do the rest is on them. It's really hard when they don't love them selves.
As for any new relationships use discretion case by case basis. Slow and steady.

5'7" not far from 240lbs BMI 37.6

33, male, gainer, I was stuffing clothes with anything I could for as far back as I can remember. For a short period of time my attention turned to large women and the wonders of the Internet ( dimensions, the hungry feedee, and hear). I met a woman 7 years ago who likes to cook alot and fatten up her men. I started to get fat, I loved it and now on my own continue.

Oh good golly Mis. Molly, lust dark and deep. Unforgiving dreams and deeds. The tempter has me ball and chain forever in his compound.

If I have a combo upgrade, do the people I message still have limited messages even if I send one to them?

Love her, would be little disappointed if much smaller maybe...

37% got to start somewhere