Crushed by reality.

I don’t know what to do. I’ve been in the space for 3 years and I can’t say I have had high expectations to even begin with but the lack of any sort of interest has me wondering if it will ever happen I just feel a bit crushed as of late by it. Don’t get me wrong I love the space and I’m enjoying my appetite and its consequence I’m not really complaining or asking for pity or anything like that. It’s just tough out here for a fat guy and being in a fat positive space isn’t much better.

Does anyone older/commited to the fetish ever feel this way?
3 weeks

How big is your belly ?

I got a tape measure that goes to 64 inches and it does not reach end to end around the thickest part of my belly. Below my hang is 60 inches…

😳
3 weeks

Back pain

It’s worth going to the doctor for. You’re pretty round around the middle so it could be putting stress on your back.
3 weeks

Ways to ease into the feedee lifestyle

You don’t really need to be a “full time feedee” just fully indulge your appetite when it’s there… a lot of people think being a feedee is constantly eating it does for some people, or it might happen sometimes. You won’t gain really fast unless your consistent with your eating, but just following your appetite will ease you into it.
3 weeks

Does anyone like pokémon? what's your favorite pokémon?

I don’t know any Pokémon after 3rd gen but I’d have to go with typhlosion from 2nd gen, 3rd gen id have to go with blazakin and the original 151 its a tie between baulbasour and Gangar
1 month

Embarrassing, funny, or both?

celebrate with cake!


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1 month

Insecurity

Letsmakemegrow:
I want to get fat!! Be fat!! Live to gain!… fat is love!!my life!.. I want to be strong!!! I am proud of my fat!! Only sometime insecure .. sadly


That’s great love the energy, own being fat there’s nothing to be insecure about when you realize you’re doing it because you love eating and love your body!
1 month

Insecurity

“I can’t belive people are calling me fat after I decided to get fat”
1 month

Insecurity

I don’t know if you want to be fat if you’re that easily swayed by people’s perspective of you…

You kinda just gotta own people’s judgement of you. Or set boundaries with people if they lay into you.

Like yeah people are going to call you fat it’s kinda what you signed up for…
1 month

Insecurity

Gaining weight is a process not an action. When you say gaining weight brings you shame what exactly do you mean? Is it the eating copious amounts of food, or is literaly weight gain over a course of time?

I feel like this fetish comes goes with different levels of intensity, sometimes I’m just okay with my body other times I want to be 900 pounds and I am completely ravenous. I’ve learned to just roll with punches but what gets me is the yearning during times of peak intensity. If that makes sense.
1 month
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