angelhoney:
I�ve known ever since I was a little kid, I would stuff pillows under my dress and fantasize about being force fed. I think it has much to do with my mom being very restrictive of my diet, she never let me eat candy or junk food as a kid or teenager.
Sativah_sauce:
Yeah I had a similar experience and have fantasised about being fat and force fed for as long as I can remember. It was something i was very ashamed of as a kid which is where i think the force feeding fantasy came into it, to deter shame by having someone else do it to me 'against my will' ~ sure.. Hahaha also my parents were very restrictive with what I ate and made junk food a reeeaaally special treat
Yeah, totally got it. I had the same experience like both of you. I awaken from the middle classes of primary school, also packed pillows in my clothes, and drew stuff. I gained a bit during 3class. But my parents weren't very respectful of that. They poked me and had some comments (and after this all I became ashamed of this for like a decade) after I remained fit or kind of.
In 2019 I finally remembered that I'm into it but it was very hard to realise and gain confidence because of previous trauma. But at least I started. Then in the end of the year I got into relationships and later in April 2020 I started to gain and somewhat introduced this to my boyfriend. I liked that, but unfortunately he didn't understand me properly so I stopped during june.😢
Funfact: my fattest pictures are from that era, but now I am skinny and will not start to gain until I will live alone or with partner/feeder
