I miss the actul community of online sites. I miss rping and posting. I miss geting to discuss things and how people used to not be so rude. I can't do alot of fb groups now a day cause of the drama. I miss faning over writing and sharing things that make me happy and your friend being generally interested and happy for you. Now its all like blaaa. I also hate that online you dont matter unless you're an influencer. That took the fun out of making content. I still make it for me. but then, if you don't have a whole bunch of views and followers, people make comments about not having that and call it a waste of time. The interwebs where to have fun back in the day not a profit margin.

I feel this. I had an account on here for years but that was before the site update and that account is long gone. I see this alot. One of the reasons my husband told me to get on here is to try to get back into the community and find some friends. Plus, I am a romantasy writer and artist. I mostly write girl gaining spice. He thought it would help motivate me and help me feel better and braver. Its kinda made things harder cause the community had changed. This site has alway had lerking but it seems more active then before. The forms used to be poping more. I guess with doom scrolling and thing people don't spend alot of time on commutation forms any more. I feel so old I used to love that back in the day.

Yeah I feel this in a few ways.

1) I was always told 200 way huge as a kid. I'm fluttering around the 180 mark right now when I can eat. In comparison even to my high school friends that where big 200 isn't that large. Every one tells me I'm a bit chubbier then average. Which then makes no sense to why womens clothing is sold in such small sizes if so many people are so fat. I told my husband 200 is a good mark till after we have our first baby. I want atleast another after and to enjoy that then atleast be active enought for them.

2) I used to mostly have a fattening. Feeding kink with a minor breeding kink. Now that breeding kink has grown exponentially.


Male aspect

3) Also not just my attraction to my body has changed about size. I used to only be attarcted to skinny guys and maybe some abs. That has changed dramatically over the past years. liking muscular guys is a bit new for me but been enjoyable to say the least.


4) I have never been a sports person and I've hated working out. I never wanted to be near a gym before. I still don't but now I fully enjoy watching my husband work out. It makes it even better if Im being a little fatty and eating while he does it. I now love the fat and fit opposite alot.

Lol my belly is his pillow some days his pecks are mine.

My husband is autistic and I am autistic adhd. I've wanted to be big sense as long as I can remember but always lost weight after my bad break ups and have a ridiculously high metabolism. My husbands been attracted to massive women seens before high school atleast.

Thank you. I sew a lot, and I might just need to take a swatch of the fabric Sometime when fabric shoping. Issue also with tops is I went from a c cup to a double d within two years. So what looks good on my breasts has changed cut wise compared to when they where the itty bitty titty committee at an c. The issue is my husband has to get surgery. So we can have a baby. by the time of the ball, I might be able to get pregnant, but we're not a hundred percent sure. So I might see if some streach velvet would look nice.

I am wanting to make a dress for a fancy ball that I'm going to hopefully this summer.

The issue is I don't know if my chest might grow if we are successful in getting me pregnant. The bottom part I can use silky material.

the chest area I need the material that is shiny like silk but stretchy.

More now that I have a huge scar I'm trying to heal. My husband didn't listen and bit to hard in a senstive spot I think it messed up a blood vessel and is slowly healing. Not nearly as bad as it was.

Pretzels and grapes tend to work with soda.

I like being spoiled with snackies while I game. I used to stream might this winter again. I play alot of cozy games.

I so, feel this. This is a story I need to write a big time fantasy of mine. I'd become the circus fat lady and psychic. It can go 2 ways.

1) A nice upper class man visit the the circus and catches me at the show. Romancy and carnival food to follow.( Romance comedy)

2) Finding out the ring master has a secret dark desires and some thing else. She is pursued not only, by the dark and handsome,Mysterious ringmaster but cared for by the sweet animals tammer. Them both making her to big to leave their show of wonders and mystery. Showing her off every weekend as she grows for them both and falls even more in love. ( dark Romantasy reverse harem)