Well, its not the number for me that i care about. I do find it hot when the weight gain is overwelming and i cant stop it, but what im really into is being extremely fat and at the same time being extremely weak! I wanna be totally dependent on someone who gets off by fattening me up mercilessly! :3
9 months
Enas:
Uuh, what just happened?
There is got to be more context to this than what i can see here, right?
Massey:
just someone hinting he wanted to cheat on is wife as she is too thin, and commenting on secret feeding threads and commenting about drugs to help gain etc
I see, life's usual insanity...
10 months
Uuh, what just happened?
There is got to be more context to this than what i can see here, right?
10 months
I dont know how much it will help, but you could try to find some passion, other than food, in order to occupy your mind with it. There are lots of things that might fascinate you! Anything science related. Of course it is a little weird to try to find a passion to serve as a distraction, without some other utilitarian context (like if someone is interested in.. Idk, physics, because they know it will be usefull for one project of theirs) but a good starting point, i think, would be Art and philosophy!
10 months
First of all let him know that you are uncomfortable with expressing it, and very importandly say why.
Then you can proceed on explaining your fetish with all of its dirty details!
10 months
Generic questions yield generic answers!
10 months
I have managed to read "Brave New World"! Thats the only thing i ever completed!
Im not great at reading... :c
10 months
Also, i have a fantasy of being fattened to the point where i cant even move my arms, like at all. Instead, my feeder would do everything for me but she would also have all the power!
Basically the fantasy has to do with being completely helpless to whatever she wants to do to me! O.o
10 months
Bovinepawg:
I know this isn't universal, but I'm sure lots of people do it- the going-to-bed fantasy session. Lying in bed, can't quite fall asleep, and 'daydreaming.'
I'm generally very submissive, and my real life experiences/erotic writing/roleplay generally reflect that. I'll gleefully write up dream contracts and rules for my new role as a pampered little piglet.
Occasionally, though, the fantasy is entirely different- that the entire *world* serves my appetites and my needs. Literal entire nations devoting a crushingly burdensome tithe of food and resources to me; entire educational systems devoted to training generations of servants to spend their lives in devotion to me; the entire world's scientific and artistic and cultural output dedicated to worshipping and growing my ass.
The story Future/Perfect on my profile is basically a narrative of this- as 'over the top' as that story is, my brain-version is even more absurd.
When i was a feeder (a long time ago xD) i used to have a fantasy of a feedee being fattened in such a fashion. I did not have an understanding of sub/dom dynamics, within that fantasy, but the imagery would be something like... The entier infastructute of the world would focus on throwing food in her. Propably with conveyor belts, and ships would come and unload their contents on those. That kind of stuff.
10 months
AI is one of these topics that make me think that human talent is BASED.
10 months
