Sasha To Be Sexy:
In Russia, Twerk, oddly enough, is very popular). But what people understand by this direction is more like hip-hop or sports dancing. They dance in such a way that it only helps you lose weight. And initially, historically, as far as I understand, Twerking requires large forms. For example, African Twerk. Although, in Russia there are also overweight women, but for some reason they do not engage in this area. What dance studios there are, thin girls study there, and the dance style is appropriate. Twerking should still be more associated with fatness.

Munchies:
Prolactin? Oh boy. I hope you aren't having any nipple discharge.

But hormones can be fixed. I have PCOS, and my OB/GYN put me on birth control. I am in a lot better place mentally, emotionally, and physically. You'll be okay in the end.

Glitter Jelly:
I don't, at least not yet (it's been rising since at least February or March), but I feel a lot of the weight gain went to my chest.

Maybe it's in my head.

The other day, a friend of mine and I were joking that I should take advantage of this and try to milk myself to sell the milk. 🤦‍♀️

I suspect I might have PCOS (symptoms since my puberty hit: severe acne, hairloss, I gain weight easily, but I can't lose any unless I almost eat nothing, high prolactin is a symptom...) but:

- my last testosterone level was normal (according to my OB/GYN)
- my ovaries don't have any cysts (I know it doesn't rule out PCOS but with the other findings I guess it does)
- my anti mullerian hormone level was normal

I also have most (if not all) the symptoms of hypothyroidism but TSH, T3, T4 are all normal. TRH hasn't been tested yet.

Glitter Jelly:
Just found this post (see page 1) from not that long ago... Haven't been able to lose any weight since then... Now some of size M clothes are getting tight, so I bought a few size L which I seen to reach for most days because I feel less self conscious in them.

It's a vicious circle that I can't seem to get out of, and I regret getting rid of most of my "fat clothes" as I lost weight.

It's like I thought I'd stay thin forever, against all odds and statistics. After a few years of maintaining a much lower weight (BMI around 22, when it used to be well over 30), I had convinced myself I was the exception to the rule. I'm not, and it's a brutal realization.

Waiting for an investigation in endocrinology because some of my hormones (prolactin especially) are at abnormal values. I hope they find what's wrong and it can be fixed, but I'm worried they'll conclude "nothing" is wrong with me and I'll have to accept the fact that I'll always be fat.

Letters And Numbers:
Remember kids, don’t give money to strangers online.

TwinTums:
. Thanks for the advice, but we’re not looking for money

Letters And Numbers:
If you’re asking for gifts or food in a public space, that’s against the solicitation rules of the site.

TwinTums:
We’re not asking for food or money, we’re looking for a serious feeder.

Glitter Jelly:
I'll try but I don't know how to bring up the subject without it being a little ackward...

I already told him that I've always hated my own loose skin (saggy breasts, arms and thighs) but I realized by touching him that the skin on these parts of his body are so much softer (and extra sensitive).

That out bodies are beautiful with their "scars of war" (not just because of the weight issue, on top of both being late diagnosed autistic and ADHD, we've always struggled with our mental health).

DjBerger:
Pretty much only listen to music pre 2000’s. I have music from the 40’s-90’s.

From classical to heavy metal to hard core rap and EDM.

PurpleJade:
How does one twerk for sport? I’ve been doing it recreationally for years. Looking to get sponsored.

Letters And Numbers:
You need at least one qualifying club night.

Glitter Jelly:
My boyfriend (who probably weights less than I do right now) used to be over 200 lbs back when he drank and still has a small doughy belly and cute moobs.

He'll often say "I feel fat..." while grabbing his muffin top shamefully or ask "Am I disgusting?" whenever he's shirtless (unless I ask him to take it off he'll usually keep his top on while we're making love).

I find it heartbreaking that he would think that... I reply: "I love all of your body just the way it is and would have felt the same way if I had met you when you were bigger. My own body isn't perfect, we both have loose skin, that's a consequence of losing a lot of weight."

He knows I'm also into girls and, although he identifies as a cis-het male, he has a strong feminine side to him and isn't ashamed of it. I've told him many times I love how his long curly hair and small breasts make him looks androgynous, even more so when I don't have my glasses on (I have very severe myopia).

How I wish I had met him years ago when he was fat (minus the alcoholism... he says he used to drink so much beer he could gain 30 lbs in a month from all the sugar and extra calories) and how I fantasize about going away for a while and coming back to a much fatter version of him, like in the pictures he showed me.

During lovemaking, I think of these and how it would be like if he regained the weight. How winded and sweaty he would be, how heavy his body would feel on me, his belly fat brushing against my own...

This makes me orgasm so hard!

Knowing how self conscious he feels about these body parts, I try my best to resist the urge to touch his drooping belly or moobs during missionary... but it's hard and sometimes my hands will "slip" and catch a glimpse of exquisite softness...

The rest of the time, I grab his butt (which he obviously enjoys), love handles (if he notices he doesn't seem to mind) or the fat on my own belly or thighs (ugh) to trick my brain into thinking I'm touching HIS fat, but it doesn't work as well.

I wish I could tell him how I really felt, but although he says he doesn't mind my recent weight gain (all his former girlfriends were larger than me) and sincerely thinks I looked just as pretty at my heaviest (he's seen pictures), he's made it pretty clear he disliked being fat and feels much better in a thinner body.

(To be continued at a later date.)

Weapsep:
After reading about weight gain, i hear a lot about set point theory, how the body naturally gets used to a certain amount of fat and will do try to keep you above/around that weigh, even with effort. Gaining weight increases the set point, but can that point be made to go lower instead? Are there any studies that talk about this?

MariRadha:
For paraphilias this might work:
- retraining in a fetish you both like. Replacing one with a new one
- sexual transmutation techniques from yoga were you sublimate your desires and only have sex with your gf
-if all else fails SSRI and other meds lower libido and lower paraphilia urges