I had always been an athlete so I had always had that experience and vantage point so I had fat milestones occur and I never paid them any mond because I still saw myself as the athlete. But, it wasn't until I had gone to Walmart and saw folks looking at something on me and I saw myself in the mirror that my gut had hung lower than my shirt and that was when I realized that not only am I fat; I am just past obese.
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As I gained, I grew a shelf and it was the sensations that I never expected to have. The fat on me went there first and to feel how both cheeks moved independently as I walked and how it started to resemble two deflated bean bags; I would have never thought that I would like it but women love it even moreso with some of them making jokes about it. Lol.
4 years
DaphneFeedMe:
If she's trying to make money by sharing pics on onlyfans is she really doing this for you or for the attention from anyone who will give it to her?
Baba Yaga:
As someone who's dated a plethora of cam girls in the past, I can guarantee its both.
Its a dangerous game to essentially pimp out your cam girl because there's always going to be someone better looking and richer than you out there watching.
Hell I remember one Big Cutie ten years ago told me she dumped her bf because "He gave me flowers, so what? I want diamonds." Not saying every girl is like that but if you put your gf out for the entire BBW Syndicate, every move YOU make will be criticized by FAs. "Well I wanted sex tonight but hes playing video games" some dude will swoop right in and go "well who turns down a bombshell like you? Id never do that...wink wink"
But thats the nature of the Syndicate. Its always been like that and it always will
DaphneFeedMe:
Yeah great points. I just think relationships with this fetish in general are difficult because love should be without reservations and then when you add the online component yeah idk...I'd be careful how invested you get.
Such is the very nature of one who projects themselves in a public space like the internet. My side business is as a producer and consultant for a film production company and when you date "the talent" what tends to happens is that most can't quantify how addicted they can get when you have some much attention now that you have put yourself on a platform and you have received an overall positive response from doing that and the options to move onto someone "better" sticks in the back of their mind. Which is why I never date anyone who is in my industry.
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Joshredzippo:
Im so lazy and heavy that i cant force myself to get up as easy at all! Been a lot more sedentary and my gain is increasing pace, along with fitness losses. Ill be a true fatty here very soon
DaphneFeedMe:
do you think maybe then that you've taken this fetish too far???
Joshredzippo:
Theres no such thing as too far babe
DaphneFeedMe:
Lol k I guess you'll never know cuz you'll die young at that rate. Just think some people need to be careful with how far they take a FANTASY. Young people on here have died before.
You bring up a very valid point here. I know that I myself got caught up in the fantasy of being a feeder then due to boredom germinating into a feedee but it is the practical application of actually being superobese that no one ever takes into account. When I actually saw the day to day struggles that people who weigh even five hundred pounds have to deal with. I was full speed ahead until I experienced it first hand and realized that there a major trade offs to being as obese as we are.
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DaphneFeedMe:
This is so interesting. I think we all should explore our "why." I majored in psychology and find this stuff fascinating. There is a reason for everything. For many it seems to have to do with excessivism, control, or a warped sense of love from seeing joy and love in the form of food being served at dinner etc. as a kid.
Agreed. I also majored in psychology and too many times folks will function off of their default mode network way of thinking while not actually realizing that their are some triggers as to why we have chosen this way to live.
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WideJuan76:
Yeah, being four hundred is a different threshold of fatness because everything becomes a chore
Ditzy:
It sure does Juan just putting shoes on was a chore.[/quote]
Having a hanging gut and a big chest keeps some much fat in front of you that it makes tying shoes feel like it is impossible. That is why I have been wearing slides
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Ditzy:
I'm 5'4" and I remember when I hit 250 I was so proud of being and actually feeling fat.
When I past 400lbs I felt like a whale.
Yeah, being four hundred is a different threshold of fatness because everything becomes a chore
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I used to love the contrast of her being bigger then I gained and I met women who were slender who adored me fat but now I am all in with us both being obese
4 years
WideJuan76:
What will ? Remember what I looked like when we first spoke on Feabie and compare that to what I look like now and I gained an additional two hundred pound person so my willpower is damn near non-existent. 🐽🐽🐽🐽
NYCBellyBlimp:
Good point.[/quote]
Yeah, it is just a matter of time for you bro; you have more will than I do now. Lol
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Ditzy:
A high IQ doesn't mean you are smart or have common sense.
My IQ has been tested at the college I went to and I rated up there pretty high but ask me a question about pro football or base ball and I appear as dumb as a rock.
All I know its a bunch of guys in tight pants chasing each other on a field with lines on it.
Deductive reasoning is my strong suit I can take something apart and put it back together and it still works LOL.
I concur with Ditzy but I would also add that there is a difference between intelligence and intellectualism. I have been chubby to obese most of my life and my intellectualism has made me more of a polymath in which I between interested in a myriad of topics from inductive to deductive reasoning.
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