I’m feeling the same way. I’m always raising the bar. I want to get a lot fatter too. When I was 200 I thought 225 was the goal. When I was 220 I thought 230-235 would be good. Now I’m almost 235 and I wonder if 245 will be all that fat.

No, I haven’t. Only on-line. I hint at it irl. I don’t know if anyone has caught on.

Kind of. As I get more and more comfortable with being fat, and get fatter I want to get fatter. It’s kind of a feedback loop. I finally broke 230, I hit 234 this morning and thought “wow, I really can do this”.

Thank you! 😁 I’m 5’6”, so I have that short stocky build. My belly is just about 50”.

Not very much, only because my eating has slowed down. I don’t do much holidaying anyway.

I’m becoming happier as I’m passing 230 lbs, on my way to 235. Then possibly 245-250.

My pants are 42s and becoming snug, my shirts are filling out.

I’m really liking what I’m seeing.

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Same here. For about a year I wavered, even to the point of joining Weight Watchers (again). I’m still a member but as of lately I have no intention of losing any weight, but rather, looking forward to gaining more. I’ve come to love being fat and how I look. Whereas after an orgasm I used to lose the desire to be fat, now I’m comfortable with it 24/7.

I joke about being fat. I call myself “Fatboy” openly, I grab my belly and say I worked hard for this, I have t shirts that have sayings like “Living the chubby bearded life”, “If you’re into chubby bearded guys then, hello”, “Chubby guys cuddly better”, and a few others. I’m openly proud of being fat, and people know it. So the answer to the o.p. is no, I don’t feel any pressure to indicate I’m unhappy.

I alternate between them, depending on my mood. I’m bipolar and at times I need to be left alone. Other times I’m the life of the party, as long as it’s a fairly small party.

I’m a gainer myself and been weightlifting since 1993, eventually training powerlifting. I still workout but not like I used to due to a lumbar fusion and rotator cuff surgery.