I tend to like all forms of women, but a SSBBW will make me drool XD

I've taken a few psychologically based classes and from what we've been studying I'd say, solely from the info in your posts Tiuka and I'm not saying I'm an expert, that you may have been neglected slightly around the ages of six months and eighteen months, which is the oral stage in which the mouth is the main pleasure center, haveing suffered neglect at these ages can cause trust issues.

But also conversly you may have been overindulged with attention at the same time owing to the fact that this can result in oral fixation, in relation to feeding, and being overly worried.

Also I think I would enjoy haveing a force-feeding expirience.

You should ask her if she likes you as you are, and also if she likes that you are soft. Overall you'll probably have to build to it, as this is a very touchy subject. But if she really loves you she'll want you to be happy and she'll accept you no matter what.

A lot more people would be fat, and fat would not be as taboo, and it would probably be a widely accepted status of beauty.