I’m conflicted about gaining weight, was anyone else in my position, and how did things turn o

Morbidly A Beast:
Hey no worries I know you probably didn’t think that we have ruined bodies/faces it’s just important to check these ideas/feelings because they are indeed fatphobic even if self inflicted.

I’d just ask what your relationship with food and eating for myself, to deny my appetite had become completely unbearable but id also feel subconscious about how much I was eating - once I embraced it these negative feelings dissipated and I was much happier following what I wanted. Some people aren’t big eaters yet want to be fat and those kind of people I genuinely don’t understand. Being fat involves a lot of eating, if you don’t love eating I don’t really recommend being fat.

Bovine Princess:
I do have a complicated relationship with food, I both hate and like eating. For me, what appeals to me about becoming fat isn’t the eating, but being soft and big and cuddly.


I think that one of the best things a feedist can do - both those who live to eat and feel conflicted about eating - is to untangle their relationship with food. Huge quality of life boost.
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The usa is fattening, apparently

James718:
Lol
God bless America.

So jealous!

I hope shes still gaining


Only if she wants to.
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I’m conflicted about gaining weight, was anyone else in my position, and how did things turn o

Morbidly A Beast:
props to you for getting a choice in the matter I was already pretty fat when I decided to really give in to my appetite.

You should check your fatphobia tbh a lot of us fat people don’t have ruined faces.

Kitsune2:
I'm genuinely curious what do you two mean by "ruined?" I assume one of you is referring to a double chin which I will be honest I have mixed feelings with mine. OP might've worded their comment poorly but understandably they might have some self-esteem issues.

As a plus size woman myself I sometimes don't love my body thanks to my fataphobic family and how society pressures women to be skinny.

Bovine Princess:
Again, I’m sorry, I don’t mean all fat people have ruined faces. I was careless with my words. And I’m sorry your family is crappy to you for it. I specifically meant that I’m worried about not liking my face in particular with weight gain since I already have a pretty wide face


Internalized fatphobia is a bitch. Well, any form of internalized self hatred is.

From your point of view, all you saw was the death of self. You are used to your face looking a certain way, and that is a major form of your personal identity. So, naturally, you want to keep it even as you change other parts of yourself.

Meanwhile, unintentionally, you equated all fat people as having ruined fat faces. I'm sure you don't think they have ruined faces. But unchallenged biases are funny like that.

If you like your face as is and don't want it to change, that is a valid reason not to gain. However, I would challenge you to consider why you see it as ruining your face.
1 month

Any feedee girls?

Iwantafatgirl:
Looking for a feedee who’s looking to be spoiled and fattened up


I mean, there are a lot of feedees that are women here. Unfortunately, girls are too young to be on this site.
1 month

How crazy is the gainer community offline?

MarkSeanDavis17:
As I sat in the McDonald's parking lot the other day, I was like "Why isn't this like a pickup bar or something?" lol Lowkey a really easy place to find fat people. Would be a shame if a FFA rolled up on me while I was eating my double quarter pounder!

Munchies:
Probably because it's a fast food joint where people of all ages go to eat and not necessarily get hit on.

Kitsune:
Ditto, I honestly can't imagine anyone wanting to flirt at a messy place with stressed out workers and screaming kids lol. Bonus if the manager is pissed off and everyone can hear them. But I guess different strokes for different folks.


A lot of feedists are so starved for fellow kinksters that they tend to fantasize about feedism being more normalized and out in open. And I get it. It's hard longing for something that feels impossible to get. But a the same time, let's not get too lost in fantasy.
1 month

How crazy is the gainer community offline?

MarkSeanDavis17:
As I sat in the McDonald's parking lot the other day, I was like "Why isn't this like a pickup bar or something?" lol Lowkey a really easy place to find fat people. Would be a shame if a FFA rolled up on me while I was eating my double quarter pounder!


Probably because it's a fast food joint where people of all ages go to eat and not necessarily get hit on.
1 month

How fast heavy cream will effct?

Lovergirl9834:
If you are going from smaller/more on the fit side with a goal of being very fat/gaining rapidly, heavy cream will just fill you up and sit there so you won’t be able to eat more. Put it in a shake, in desserts, in pasta dishes, in cakes, in your coffee, in oatmeal. I used to make a WG shake with a cup of HC, cake mix, appetite maximizer, and Ice cream and drinking that once a day worked wonders smiley

Munchies:
People don't realize some people use heavy cream for weight loss. It's all about how you use it.

SumoSized:
I didn't realize it could be used that way, is it a meal replacement or what?


Like Lovergirl mentioned, heavy cream can suppress your appetite. You'll see some people complain about losing weight on heavy cream. This is why.
1 month

How fast heavy cream will effct?

Lovergirl9834:
If you are going from smaller/more on the fit side with a goal of being very fat/gaining rapidly, heavy cream will just fill you up and sit there so you won’t be able to eat more. Put it in a shake, in desserts, in pasta dishes, in cakes, in your coffee, in oatmeal. I used to make a WG shake with a cup of HC, cake mix, appetite maximizer, and Ice cream and drinking that once a day worked wonders smiley


People don't realize some people use heavy cream for weight loss. It's all about how you use it.
1 month

Serious about being 600+?

HugeGainingHog:
If this is not the thought of most over 300 pound gainers and hogs like myself then I would find that hard to believe.

Once you pass that zone of belly size and other areas of fat are obvious( flabby chest moobs , thicker protruding fat pad, decreased penis size with more foreskin and sunken into your pad, fat ass wider )

You know you wanted to keep going
into that transformation of your naked huge fat body turning you on
and that is getting you More horny as you document that size in pics every few months — year after year.

You are HOOKED and boy you can’t stop gaining cuz you love it !!!

Becoming that sub pig, huge hog just wanting more and more
only sexualizes your transformation
because you want to be like those other fat sexy fellas you jerk off to looking at online —

You want to become them and why not !!


Easier said than done - speaking as an extreme feeder. There are a lot of 300+ feedees out there that want to be 600+. Most of them will not go past the 400 - 500 pound range. It's physically taxing and very expensive to get to that point. That's why people who reach that point are such big deals.
1 month

My weight is "stuck"

Munchies:
Your body will tell you when it needs a break. When you start to stall despite all you efforts, that's when you need to take that break.

NoMoYoYo:
Can you elaborate on what you mean by taking a break? Do you mean eating a regular amount of calories? Eating a bit less than I do currently?

Right now I am trying to have approx 3000 cals a day. Some days I have more, some less. Most calorie calculators say I should have about 2100. Should I aim for that? 2500?

Munchies:
I mean, stop pushing yourself to eat more and, if you aren't already doing it, eat cleaner. Take a break from heavy cream. Take a break from fast food binges. Take a break from belly stuffing - all that other good jazz.

NoMoYoYo:
I do need to eat cleaner. As I've mentioned before, fast food is my weakness. I love it so much.

I wouldn't say I never eat clean. But junk and/or fast food plays a big role in my eating habits.

My hope was to reach my goal of 275 and then take it easy. I've been close for a few months now and can't get over the hump.

I think my only choice to take that break now, with the hope of not losing too much in the meantime and try again in the not too distant future.

Munchies:
One of the most important things a gainer can do is know when to take their foot off the gas. It's not the same thing as giving up. It's simply listening to your body's needs.

NoMoYoYo:
After gaining 72lbs in a year, I took a break last July because I wasn't feeling great. It lasted about 3 months and I lost 26lbs.

Since then I've re-gained 30lbs. I don't feel like crap right now, but I have only gained 5lbs in the last 3 months. I will give taking a break a shot.


This would also be a good time to do some weight training. It will help slow any weight loss, strengthen your bones and joints, and generally make you strong enough to carry additional pounds.

Remember, progress isn't linear or exponential. It's a zig-zag. But as long as things generally go in the direction you want, you are good to go.
1 month