I got dressed for work in khakis and polo shirt. I noticed how snug my clothes were and how big my belly was getting.

Yes, you got it! I love the beach ball, or basketball belly and muscles. Now I remember I saw a local (shore town) cop some years ago during the summer. He was wearing the tight summer uniform of polo shirt and shorts. He was obviously a powerlifter or strongman lifter. He had the biggest traps, arms, legs and butt... and a belly that definitely filled out his shirt. That is the look I think I will go for.

This is really just a brain fart post. I’m not really sure what the point is other to share it.

Due in part to my pain management doctor busting my nuts about my belly not helping my back pain (lumbar fusion not entirely successful) I decided maybe it is time to scale back.

I sincerely wanted to fatten up to about 250-260 lbs and a 52-54” belly (I’m 5’6”). The idea is still a very big turn on, but I don’t see that kind of gain happening. I know for health reasons I need to lose it.

I’ve been dieting and working out. I’m back to working out at least as much as I did before my shoulder and back surgeries. The Apple Watch and a few iPhone workout apps make it fun.

I’m not losing much scale weight but I’ve lost 4-5” from my belly. This morning it was 46”, but I wear size 42 pants. I might get down to about size 40s and be happy.

But I like carrying the chub, I like my belly, I like seeing it stick out over my belt, I like filling out my shirts. I’m also pretty happy I’m gaining muscle, strength and stamina back. I think I can be happy being a muscle chub.

That’s all.

Learn the Big Three... benching, deadlifts, squats. Learn them with perfect and proper form. There are a bazillion powerlifting workout routines on the ‘net. Eat.

Not yet. I'm not quite 5' 6" (66" but the most my belly has been is 50". My goal has been 54-56" but I don't think I'll ever get to that, much less anything over 60".

It's called cummer's remorse. It's the same reason that a guy may want to consume his own semen, but after he 💦💦 the desire goes away, the thought may even be a turn off. It's hormones.

I've been on the weight gain kick for a while now and experienced the same thing. Now when I cum I enjoy the gaining even more. It takes time.

Since most of the population is overweight, I'd say that shouldn't be a concern. Sure, there are people that have no filter on their mouths (like some of my family members) but they should be few and far between. And unless they have some control over you, ignore them. My pain specialist (from lumbar surgery) points to my belly and says "that's not helping your back". I don't let that stop me from gaining.

Without knowing it you were doing a stance from Baduanjin qigong, a Chinese exercise routine. Standing almost perfectly still is the Standing Like a Tree stance. Baduanjin can be very taxing, a great form of exercise if movement is difficult.

I don't necessarily understand the psychology behind wanting to get fat but I don't think it's a defect or illness.

Lately I've gotten to like the idea of a shirt being so snug that there's a button or two that won't stay buttoned. It's really a turn-on to think about walking around like that, or sitting and eating with my belly expanding and my shirt unbuttoning.