Just to be mt fat self with a lady that loves my fat and weight. Being feed huge amounts of food and have her rub my belly with lotion. That is my idea of bliss.

Do what I just did I ate two trays of lasagna on top of breakfast that is 2.8 kg of lasagna in 1 hr.

Depending on the guilt is it about you or yourself in relation to Others? I was publicly and socially embarrassed at being obese but it was all I wanted to be But now i am what I am maybe its a aging thing you loose your concerns. I think the guilt is conflicting feeling of what you want and the way you think the world will see you as unacceptable. Well the hell with unacceptable its will happen but that's on the world not you loose the guit and show the world some non conformance and diversity i say.

Yes water sport if you are older or very big or both, maybe wheel chair sports if genuine people in wheel chairs would allow it?

I totally relate outgrowing stuff is a turn on even if it can be a problem as well.

Hi all

I started to go to pool again about 6 months and an 40 lbs ago, I had not been in years and was so nervous about my size. But in recent weeks I have been feeling more confident even being fatter than every I am not sure why the change in disposition but it feel good just to be me for me in public. Anyone else related to this.

Bwl.

I found that at 480 my thighs pushed my gate wider and my belly pushed on my legs firmly for the first time. I am 5 foot 10. At 515 my belly rolls from left to right as I walk and sort of sitting on my thighs when standing great feeling.

I am finding that turning from lying on my right side to the left side is becoming a process rather than just rolling over. If find that if have to rock myself and or pull myself other. It fun to have to move my increased mass in different ways. Any one else find that?

550 is the mid year goal then 600 stretch 620 maybe.

Yet so many profiles on this site cannot get that right, rolls eyes!!!!