Sub4Dom52:
I think they are all just fantasy feeders and not real life feeders and I know a bunch of fake wanta be's on here also

Wackaroni:
I constantly feel alienated for having a kink for stuffing and feederism. It is hard not to feel like a freak when most people don't like what you like, and frankly I have lost hope and I don't know how to get by anymore.

Can I overcome my hopelessness in finding love? Out of desperation I find myself becoming less excited to put myself out there, and more willing to isolate myself, escape my thoughts, or hurt myself.

Munchies:
Do you have a therapist?

Wackaroni:
No, I can't afford one at the moment. I did, but we never touched this topic. I mentioned it vaguely, but I let him direct our discussions because I had a tendency to rant and I wanted to make order of things... So, we just never got to it.

Fattoo:
Hi Ashe,
Have you tried Reubins Fat Bomb drink?

MickRidem:
Not Autistic, but trauma-based spectrum here. I was tested and have half of the spectrum behaviors, mostly routine and sensory based.

Munchies:
What is trauma-based spectrum? How is that different from PTSD? I'm curious as someone with autism and PTSD.

MickRidem:
I have PTSD, and OCD...

Not sure if this is a clear description, maybe it helps a little?

Munchies:
Learning things.

I wish you well on your healing journey.

MickRidem:
Thank you! Knowing what I can work on to improve, and what I need to deal with that isn't changing, helps immensely.

MickRidem:
Not Autistic, but trauma-based spectrum here. I was tested and have half of the spectrum behaviors, mostly routine and sensory based.

Munchies:
What is trauma-based spectrum? How is that different from PTSD? I'm curious as someone with autism and PTSD.

MickRidem:
I have PTSD, and OCD, and it was the brain-changing trauma that altered how I function, so they are tied together. My therapist (of over 10 years) is trying to help me sort out a lot of things, and "heal or deal" with different symptoms. For example, my horrible PTSD memory damage can't be fixed, so we're working on dealing with it. But then other factors came up that didn't match up 100%.

My sensory sensitivities tested high, sometimes to the point where I feel like things are attacking me. But my social behavior didn't change like reading social cues and being an extrovert, although I can get immediately overwhelmed, and I do stim for comfort.

My stricter need for routine and patterns can get to a dysfunctional point. OCD for me, is based more on my compulsions to, for example, follow a pattern in the shower or to clean the house until I'm in tears - but this is *self-driven*. But if I'm asked to go into work early, I come close to having a panic attack because I can't deal with an external force changing my routine, and things like that fell on the spectrum.

My best understanding is that my PTSD and OCD are self driven, and the spectrum behaviours are external factors I can't deal with the way I used to. They're all tied together, but my PTSD and OCD have vastly improved over the years, and the other behaviours have not.

Not sure if this is a clear description, maybe it helps a little?

Harry-Misty:
What can help me to gain fat faster? Like what about hwavy cream? What do i need to do eith it and how much i need to drink it per day? Ik about calorie surplus, but what can help me increase my calorie intake without eating a lot?

Munchies:
Why do you want to eat more calories with less food?

Harry-Misty:
That's not correct, i want to eat more calories without stuffing myself, like on top of my avg diet..

MickRidem:
Not Autistic, but trauma-based spectrum here. I was tested and have half of the spectrum behaviors, mostly routine and sensory based.

Harry-Misty:
What can help me to gain fat faster? Like what about hwavy cream? What do i need to do eith it and how much i need to drink it per day? Ik about calorie surplus, but what can help me increase my calorie intake without eating a lot?

Not Fat Yet:
So my girlfriend and I have been together for 2 years now and we love to go for ice cream dates. I always thought she might secretly be a feedee as she would ask to go for ice cream all the time but I was too nervous to ask. Over the winter, the ice cream dates have stalled (although summer is coming soon!) Over the last few months she has noticeably lost weight although she bakes cookies and desserts for me all the time and gets upset if I don't finish it all - meanwhile she doesn't touch any of it. I've put on 10-15 lbs which is pretty noticeable as I'm generally athletic. When I commented on her baking and how I'm the only one eating it, she said she likes to bake for others but not for herself . This might not be a feeder tendency, but I'm enjoying the extra pounds myself even though I always saw myself as a feeder! I'm hoping the ice cream dates start up again soon so we can slowly put on the pounds together.

Jshep2158:
She can do anything she wants with her body but I would find such a transformation sad.

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Would it be possible to be a vegan and a BBW who looks like a blonde all American girl?