Fattoo:
I liked these replies.
And would be better for me to restart my fattening process.
Would have liked to know the role exercise should play out sometime ago. I realized at 293lbs that I maxed out my gaining progress. Had I exercised to whatever way is best. I would have been able to continue getting fatter. And in a much more appreciable way.
I had looked into the Sumo diet.
But I guess I just got carried away with eating and relaxing instead. Certainly would require more effort and time to first strategize a proper exercise routine and then to make it a weekly habit. At that rate I am like my own instructor, yet overeating at the same time to get fattened. It just seems so ridiculous to me.
I wonder what it would be like to lose 140lbs and start over again?
It been years of living in the lazy way. Fat an lazy. Out of coordination and hardly any flexibility. Oh man, well it's going to be a long day to continue as I have. And not meet up with a new modus operandi.
The way is not yet clear.....
Munchies:
I think the problem tends to lie where fantasy and reality meet.
You can fantasize about whatever you like, but most of it has to stay in fantasy. There tend to be ... repercussions. You might be fine with some of them in the short term, but the longer you don't do things safely or mindfully, the more you suffer for it.
It's also why you can find a lot of 200 - 300 lbs feedists, but not as many 400+ lbs feedists.
Fattoo:
Thanks for the insight.
Likewise in fantasy vs reality.
I can say when committing going beyond my prior plateau.
I lost count comparing weekly expense for food. And ever since my girlfriend brought over much larger soup bowls. Which we loved. Have increased volume 4x. And yet the habit for second servings still remains. And recently noticing not having enough for leftovers.
Making more gets even more expensive.
More time consuming.
And unrealized changes / habits / preferences that come with weight gains.
The next thing to improve progress always becomes a new menu change, which can be as simple as adding a handful of fig newtons for the lunchbox. To eat before lunch.
And good grief, another added grocery expense.
Plus since Covid, foods are costing 2x more!.
At this time. I have been sick all week with no appetite, thanks to my already sick girlfriend coming over last weekend.
She is still sick as I am. So stayed home. I feel like I'm fat. But actually losing weight. At the same time my waist shrunk 2".
I guess I am setback it is costing so much for food.
But also realizing my girlfriend thinks a nice weekend includes cooking and relaxing.
Being responsible for health is not my endeavor, but neither is anything else.
Staying home to eat rather than going outside to play has been a pleasure with something to gain.
Not committed otherwise.
Feel better soon, love.
I understand the health thing. However, if you want to grow, it is good to care at least a little.
Mind you that I am a former gainer and a experienced extreme feeder. So, I know a thing or two.
I say this a lot, but not caring about your health can, ironically, make it harder to gain. Plus, as an American, if you don't take care of your health, your food money will end up paying for your medical bills - even if you have insurance.
