I don't necessarily understand the psychology behind wanting to get fat but I don't think it's a defect or illness.

Lately I've gotten to like the idea of a shirt being so snug that there's a button or two that won't stay buttoned. It's really a turn-on to think about walking around like that, or sitting and eating with my belly expanding and my shirt unbuttoning.

In the beginning I was confused and conflicted about gaining. When I was aroused getting fat was the best thing in the world. After I cummed I felt "this getting fat thing is not for me".

But now even when I'm not aroused I love being fat and want to get fatter. I think once you get past worrying what others think, you realize there's nothing wrong about it.

I always liked fat guys, especially fat muscle bears and wanted to be one. Still do.

1. Get to my goal instantly (260, at my height 5' 6" with my current wardrobe in sizes to match. Though I do like seeing my belly hang over my belt.

2. Stay healthy and fit at that weight.

3. Always hungry and being able to stay fat or even get fatter.

Something I always fantasize about Is
some day I would love to get so turned on while eating that I spontaneously 💦💦💦 Really! It's a fantasy of mine to have to get up with a hot slimy mess in my👖

That's fun. I'm not ashamed to say I got a boner when I saw how I would look that fat.

Inactivity and food. I haven't worked out in a long time, and I like to eat.

Gainer shakes with whole milk, peanut butter, heavy cream, banana, ice cream (even the cheap stuff will do).

Pasta, ramen noodles, rice, potatoes, bagels, and other cheap starches.

"Wasting food is a sin".