Second this on the wand. Also, a shower wand works wonders for good hygiene.

Yes, I've worked hard for it!! 😊

God this sounds good. I could truly pack away SO many chicken tenders. I once ate a party platter of them, but there was no party. Only me and Netflix.

A suggestion... Made in the friendliest of ways... Put what you are and aren't open to in your profile. I'm not open to sharing pictures upon demand, which I know can be kind of unusual in this community, but I have my reasons. I'm also not looking for a feeder; I'm happily engaged. Try specifying what is and isn't an option. It won't completely eliminate the conversations that end up going nowhere, but it might be helpful.

When you visit a friend who has a lot of glass work, and you can hear it rattle as you waddle by, you remember just how fat you are!

I feel like reaching a morbidly obese weight inherently comes with *some* health risks, though, I'll be careful to add that obese people can have health problems that are entirely unrelated to their weight. I've always been fat, and now I'm over 500 lb. That said, being thin and fit doesn't protect you forever from health risks either.

A morbidly obese person can, however, take some steps to mitigate risks. I haven't always been health conscious, but because I'm so big and don't intend to lose weight, I'm implementing small changes. I used to drink only soda, shakes, and fruit juice all day; I've started drinking water. I have never, ever engaged in any kind of exercise until now; I'm adding steps to my day and doing chair yoga so my knees and back don't hurt so much. I still eat around 4000 calories a day or a little more, but I'm making some different choices; I have at least one salad a day, and I make it a clean salad that isn't loaded with cheese and croutons and ranch dressing. Consequently, I'm in better health at 520 lb that I was at 375. My blood work and blood pressure reflect it.

My fiance and I have discussed this many many times over the years. His personal preference is very fat without becoming immobile, which aligned with my own weight gain goal and limit. It isn't so much about whether someone is attractive as whether the feedee partner is living the life they want without limitations being too much

My fiance hasn't exclusively been with big women, but he definitely loves the contrast. He is tall, lean, and fit... I'm short and bigger around than I am tall. When I started getting up in the 500 range, I asked him if he was enjoying my size or if he was more turned on when I was in the 300s. He responded that, on me, he found extreme girth sexy and said he loved that I am bigger than 99 percent of women. He also knew I was really enjoying being super obese, and he said my confidence, which was increasing along with my weight, was a turn on.

At home, my belly is intentionally exposed, probably 80% of the time. I have even trimmed t-shirts to expose my abdomen and side rolls. I tend to run very very hot, and it helps me stay cool when my tummy isn't stuffed into clothing.

The first time I reached 30,000 calories in a day, I had a bloated tight belly 4 or 5 days. I also continued overeating daily, though not to that extent. But then, I woke up about 6 days later, and It felt as though the bloat had turned to thick fat. I also felt that my muffin top had become thicker. Sitting, showering... So many new sensations. I even felt heavier when I walked. Boy, those were the days, lol.