I'm doing it too, especially now that my by belly is beginning to jiggle and ripple a bit when I move. My pants are getting so snug they kind of push my belly fat up as my belt slides down more. I love seeing this.

For me it's a winning combination. I love the look. I really need to get back in the gym and start lifting again. I like the way I looked when I was muscled up. And now carrying more fat than ever... woof!

I've wondered about it too, I don't know why I'm drawn to being fat or why I like fat guys. The funny thing is that I'm raising the bar as time goes by and as I gain.
I have some favorite xtube videos and still photos of guys that at one time I thought were really obese that I found orgasm-inducingly hot, but now I think "hmm y'know, they're not that fat". Though no less orgasm-inducing.

I don't think it's strange. This fetish is all over the map with what people like.

Fatboy, what else!?

I haven't brought up deliberately gaining w/ my husband but he's got to suspect from some of the things I say. For example:

1. About my pain specialist - I had a lumbar fusion - he points to my belly and chastises me. I tell my husband "I worked hard for this" (pointing to my belly).
2. "I'm tired of dieting and 'eating right'. I want eat what I want to eat, and if I get fatter so be it".
3. "Looks like it's time to buy some 44s".

I'm "raising the bar" too, as it were. I imagine being 300 lbs, my belly 54-56", drooping over my belt and rippling, and how I'd look in public rocking that belly. I never thought I'd imagine or want to be that size, but the fatter I get the fatter I want to get, which gives me some awesome orgasms.

This says it pretty much for me, except that I did like physical activity: weight lifting, running, biking. I did it because I like it, though I'm limited now, not by my weight, but by back surgery.

It was really only in the past few years that I let myself gain weight and like how I look being fat. I've always been a fan of bhm. I realized there are too many good looking bhm for there to be anything wrong with it or be ashamed of.

As much as I used to dislike being overweight, ironically, I'm having a hard time gaining. As for why I like it, I have no idea. All I know is that fat guys turn me on, and I get aroused identifying with them.

I'm really getting to love them. The more fat I'm gaining the more they're drooping. They're not really big but they're getting soft.

Me.