Also, last night I went out on a date and put on a shirt I had worn less than a month ago and it was SO tight! I guess I am getting fatter, I just don’t notice it.

I just checked online the difference between heavy cream and double cream (because the latter is what I’ve been drinking) and I was delighted with the results (provided the source is legit)!

“ In the U.K., double cream is used in a similar way to heavy cream or whipping cream in the U.S., but there is a difference: Double cream has a higher butterfat content, so it is much richer. In the U.S., whipping cream has a butterfat content of 30% and heavy cream or heavy whipping cream is 36% to 38% butterfat. Double cream, on the other hand, has a butterfat content of at least 48%”

Read More: www.mashed.com/709265/double-cream-vs-heavy-cream-whats-the-difference/

I usually make myself think it's a tasty icecream from McDonalds as I chug it down, and try to do it as fast as I can before I realise it's not haha

I'm really hoping for the delayed gains, I'll keep drinking and see what happens. I wanted to be overweight for Valentine's day but I'm not sure if I'll get there. In any case, I hope eventually it turns me obese and I'm never able to lose it again.

I am hungrier and hungry more often throughout the day though.

My body has always kept me fit without even trying. Now I've been putting so much effort in getting fat and chugging cream, with apparently no results. This gives me hope. With any luck in the long run I'll become obese and will never be able to be fit again.

Also, before I was drinking 1 pint a day, and I was also getting difficulties breathing and an intermittent, intense pain in the heart throughout the day. I stopped for three days (just the cream, I kept eating over 2500 calories including a daily Big Mac large meal) and then it all went away. I then started with it again and didn't get any of those side effects. I still get a horrible reflux after drinking the cream though. This also happened the first time and it too went away when I stopped.

I've been drinking 1.5 pints a day for a little over a week now, it's not pleasant. I haven't made any noticeable progress with this strategy despite the fact that with my diet mathematically I should be gaining a little over 1lb per day, and the cream is 93% of it. The only observation I have is that I'm getting bigger moobs than the last time I weighed as much as now.

I used to have fantasies about getting fat and then losing it. However, I realised about a month ago that if I didn't fully embrace the fatness, I would never be able to become fat at all - I am at an uncommon disadvantage, my body tends to get fit very easily and with very little excercise, even if I eat a lot. So I decided that I would become fat and stay fat forever, that this fat me is who I wanted to be, and I have been working hard to get there ever since. I might be eating about 6000 calories per day whenever I can, but it's really hard to go beyond that. Also there are days in which I just can't eat that much, and so I stay at around 3000. I always make sure to eat more than 2500, so even if slowly, I can be sure that I am gaining every day.

In previous moments of my life I've been afraid to get fat, of what my family would say, or how I'd be regarded in general, but I've understood that there's nothing wrong with being fat, at least if we talk about one's appeareance. I've also come to terms with the fact that I will put my health at risk, but sadly there is no win-win in this situation, and I already know how life is when I don't dare to fatten. So I've just assumed that it's like that, and of course if the doctor tells me that I need to lose the weight because it's endangering my life, I will. But until we get there, I am firm on my determination to become obese.

Me too please!

I remember most of the cartoon examples you've mentioned, but for me I think it all started when Christina Aguilera got fat suddenly and publicly. That night that I saw that on TV was the first time in my life that I ejaculated, at least consciously. Christina Aguilera is my sex goddess ever since then, if I ever got to touch even the skin of her finger I think I'd explode.

Does anyone else avoid talking about this topic with their parents and friends because it arouses you and it's uncomfortable to be aroused with them? Like I've only ever told girfriends and some female friends about it (I'm straight) because that's the only company with which I feel confortable being aroused.