39 y/o trans woman in Sydney Australia

I've been trying to gain for a while now and I've gained quite a few lbs/kg on my own, but its time to get serious about gaining and find someone or possibly multiple someones to help me finally push past my highest weight and into the 200+lbs or even 100+kg range and really experience what its like being fat for once in my life.

I honestly doubt I'll be stopping there though... I already love the way the fat I've gained feels

Women are prefered overall, but I will absolutely entertain guys as well as long as they can be respectful and not weird about it.

While I really want an in person feeder, online are welcome as well if you are serious about helping me accomplish milestones in my gains.

I've never had a real feeder, so I still need to explore a lot with a new feeder, but I know I want to gain a good amount of weight and like stuffing myself and really want to try being funnel fed.

Feel free to ask me questions and get to know me if you're interested!

All this rice yogurt stuff is way too thick for what I'm aiming for, but appreciate the input.

I'm making a mixture of pure/double cream, milk, and protein and chugging that once a day. I've been doing about 500ml a day but want to increase it. The problem i have is i can get through ths 500ml ok, but trying to drink a second one is too much on my taste buds.

So I'm trying to get through it faster before my autistic tastbuds start saying no to it. Also the expanded/stuffed/bloated feeling sounds fantastic

I've done this quite a number of times, or even mixed heavy cream into it and chugged it, but I'm aiming for more volume of a thinner shake all at once and avoiding as much of the sugar as i can rn

I don't even find funnels that big... What would i need to search to find one that size that i could use?

I'm gonna be blunt here, but this isn't something that I ever see myself using to begin with, let alone paying for...

It's so much easier to start chatting and say "hey lets move over to Snapchat" and that costs nothing to use for video chat.

Also, idk why the onus is on the one streaming to pay, if anything it should just be if either participating party is paying the option should be there imo.

In general tho, I honestly wouldn't pay for a membership here unless things functionally got exceptionally better, meaning fixing the chat so it doesn't leak private messages and throw you into random peoples chats... And making it more functional for connecting people who actually want to meet with real people to explore this kink. Which I understand is more a problem of the closeted weirdos who want to use this site to jerk off to strangers eating and gaining weight, but if anything they should be the ones forced to pay, not the feedees who are often already spread thin trying to buy enough food to gain.

I feel like this site is monetarily stuck in a limbo between a dating app and a porn site and not commiting to either. On the "social" aspect idk anyone clamoring to pay for any social sites, but the community is the only reason i come here. However with the site issues, paywall limitations, and constant faceless weirdos i gey driven away repeatedly

I'm curious what the best space for stuffing live streams would be.

I probably wouldn't do it naked so would it still fall under chaturbate territory or is somewhere like twitch better?

Looking for info on whether or not anyone has tried this or if there are recommendations on alternatives

I want to funnel solo (since i don't have a feeder), but it's messy and not easy to manage on my own.

I really want to push my capacity to the limits tho

In my opinion, your indulgence in this kink and ability to stuff yourself shouldn't be dependent on having a partner...

While I undersrand the desire to have someone who understands and supports you in this, if you don't have the confidence in yourself to stuff and gain and be yourself on your own you shouldn't bring that into a relationship.

It's a recipe for codependancy and if things don't go well in the relationship and you do indulge and gain, where does that leave you if it doesn't work out and they break up with you? Probably not in a great place...

Be confident in yourself, in who you are, in your kinks, and you will eventually find a person that sees you for the person you are

For me one of the earliest memories I have involving weight gain came from The Rugrats.

It was the episode where Chucky wishes he was never born and then has "A Christmas Carol" like dream where he sees what the world would be like without him and in it Angelica takes over tommy's house and makes his mom constantly bake her cookies and eats them and drinks syrup becoming morbidly obese...

I think its best to build a relationship of some sort with someone before sending money. I mean there are no guarantees with anything, but if you're just in it for the money it's hard to justify chatting with someone for very long without the payout, especially if that payout is the equivalent of a meal.

And if you have expectations of something in return it's probably a good idea to communicate that before sending anything.

In my experience, some guys are perfecrly happy just knowing they helped some fat get put on someones body, while others want to see the aftermath of the meal.

Whether it's purely transactional or something more natural and real i think its important to layout all your expectations up front rather than having expectations that go unmet and feeling like times been wasted

All that being said, if you're interested in chatting more feel free to shoot me a private message