Gonna second cooking with heavy cream, so many delicious things you can make with it! Fettucine alfredo is a personal favorite, my gf adds some to scrambled eggs and it makes their texture really fluffy. If you drink coffee you can also replace half and half/milk with heavy cream.

Personally, I'd never drink it straight up, but it works for some people. I'd rather enjoy myself on the way to getting huge than force it.

I try to not even let myself get hungry, like tons of snacks in between meals. It's a difficult adjustment at first, eating big meals when you're not really hungry, but eventually your body/brain adjusts and you start getting "hungry" as in just craving more food even though you already have plenty in you already.

To be honest 4k is my goal for daily intake and a lot of days I struggle to even fit that much in, I can't even fathom what a 12k day looks like. I hope one day I can.

Could you share how you fit those many calories in a day? Is it primarily big meals? Or snacking? Either way, very inspiring!

I play pretty regularly (2-3 nights a week) on Faerie! Are you excited for Dawntrail?

I spent the better part of my teen years and early 20's trying my hardest to resist this fetish, never went away for me.

Now I'm glad it didn't because all things considered it's a pretty chill kink to have as far as kinks go. You get to eat whatever you want and not feel guilty, everyone should be jealous

31.8, I wanna make it at least 40 though.

I'm regaining after losing about 40 lbs too! It's so exhilirating to just give up whatever semblance of control around food I spent so long to re-develop. I'm excited to see if any of the regained weight distributes itself differently. I hope you're enjoying your regain too!

I'm also part of the never been diagnosed crew, but after having a job where I worked with autistic youth, I'm pretty positive I am as well. It definitely explains why I have so many food related icks.

I've found that the less you try to suck in your gut, the more difficult it becomes. I used to be sucking it in basically any time I was around someone else. During lockdown I stopped completely and now it feels so weird and uncomfortable to even try, I just let my tummy stick out now.

Growing up I was always super underweight from being a picky eater and just not a big eater in general. One day my gf made brownies and I ate waaay more than I usually would and felt nearly the fullest I've ever felt in my life.

Ever since then I've tried to eat until I'm completely full and then try to force in one or two more bites. It worked great for a while, I gained about 100lbs in a year and a half, but in the few years since then I've plateaued. I probably need to implement more snacking on top of big, filling meals.

I think to gain weight you have to push your body passed what you're used to on a somewhat regular basis, and when you're skinny you're REALLY not used to doing that kind of thing, but if you're into gaining, you'll find that it feels pretty good soon enough.