I am just wondering how much feeders typically want their feedees to weigh? I have been afraid to explore my fetish partly because I have heard that a lot of feeders are very aggressive and demanding and want to fatten their feedees up to 300 pounds, sometimes even up to 500 or 600 pounds.

For me, I cannot identify the cause, but I have been struggling with it off and on since I was about 20. I have to say immobility and morbid obesity do turn me off. My fetish isn't very extreme, but it still exists. And I am frustrated to the point of losing sleep because I cannot find anyone to explore my sexuality with.

Yes, you are fat.