Both.

I find a broad range of fat female body types attractive, regardless of weight.

Also active gaining regardless of weight, especially when unintentional.

Recently saw a movie starring Sarah LeJeune. First time seeing her, definitely a hottie in my book. Hope she does more movies. I can't stop thinking about her.

Smoking cigarettes. It's a terrible habit and I quit long ago, but I love watching women smoke, especially while driving.

Also just sitting in the car revving the engine, especially while smoking. A former girlfriend used to do this a lot, which I found sexy.

As far as physical features versus mannerisms, the wrinkles, raspy voice, and lingering scent that result from a woman's smoking are sexy.

I actually discovered these kinks prior to realizing I was a fat admirer.

We attended a BBW event at an upscale night club several years back. Just a handful of participants among a swarm of regular patrons.

The night club itself turned out to be more our speed than the fetish crowd.

Pushing the limits is hot.

Given your recovery from bulimia, I wonder if eventually you'll be able to gradually increase the amount of food you can consume in a meal?

Shame you're not close by, I'd thoroughly enjoy treating you to a good buffet.

That dynamic is incredibly hot and well articulated! I hope you find someone to fulfill your desires soon.

How I'd love to indulge a willing female acquaintance to in a similar manner!

My definition of "ruin" is going from slim or average weight to morbidly obese, stretching the skin so it could never again be tight regardless of weight loss. Often this is coupled with permanent obesity and the resignation that one will never again be fit.

Although others define "ruin" as immobility and/or incapacitation, this along with death feeding, is too extreme for me.

I know some women at various stages of "ruin" outside of the fetish world. The ways they're "ruining" their bodies with obesity turns me on big time.

One acquaintance is very much into her looks yet can't help herself with eating. She went on psych meds a couple years ago to control bipolar disorder and began ballooning. So far the weight gain did nothing to curb her narcissism. She's cute and I find it hot how she's plumping up, going from 150ish to well over 200. Given her persona, I feel this "ruin" is driven by karma and totally deserved. The anticipation of not knowing when it'll end, nor if the obesity will eventually have a humbling effect is keeping me in suspense.

Another acquaintance has a total opposite personality, yet is on a similar ruinous trend. Sweet and down to earth, she's a little disheveled yet cute in a natural way. Going from tall and slightly overweight to a borderline SSBBW over the last five years, it was the Covid shutdown that really did her in. Standing her apron completely hides her fupa, and sitting in the car her belly touches the wheel. I find her gaining and carrying the weight ridiculously hot, yet I like her as a person and hope she can control it.

Basically seeing obesity "ruin" the body is appealing to me for different reasons based on the individual.

Despite the restaurant not being busy, of course the staff had to notice not only your figure but your consumption! Imagine the conversation in that kitchen!

This is becoming more common, both the intentional and accidental displays of bellies.

I see lots of Millennial and Gen Z women wearing crop tops regardless of weight, whereas two decades ago it was almost unthinkable w/o a flat stomach!


One borderline SSBBW acquaintance gained considerably since Covid but hasn't updated her wardrobe. She's constantly tugging at her shirts trying to keep her belly concealed. I find it rather cute and sexy.