Its a weird feeling for sure.
I love being so full I have to go lay down.
I have stuffed to the point of pain many times and yes the first time was scary.
Stuffing several times a week and knowing I was going to gain weight was so hot.
I got away from stuffings for years but recently got the urge and have stuffed a couple of times a week this month and I can tell it takes more food to fill my belly.
I'm also feeling my clothes getting snugger and that is kinda hot too.

I have been here 12 years or so and some people never update their profile if they go from a feeder to a feedee or their weight for example.
They aren't trying to be misleading or anything like that.
I am bad about not updating my gainer page because I just don't think of it very often.

Oh yes I can tell when I have put on a few lbs.
Under my arms, my inner thighs and my butt. Those areas is where I notice gains first.
Recently I noticed the fat roll above my butt has grown a bit making pants and skirts fit tighter.

I have noticed that too but its not something to worry about

Like what exactly?
Why don't you put what you feel fits you the best and leave it at that?

Jeff Scott Soto,
Eclipse,
W.E.T.

I agree with Edxl.
My ex husband and I had marital problems (his cheating) and I gained 60 lbs basically just to spite him.
His" lady" had to be fit and trim is what he always said.
Being seen with a chubby wife with a big muffin top and fat ass was his worse nightmare.
I loved the extra weight and finally having curves.
A few years after our divorce I let go and really got into gaining and I don't regret it one bit.

Not sure Torrid carries anything in a 40.
Check Woman Within's website.
When I was a 40 I bought from their site quite often.
Catherine's is a store I shopped it a lot and they went up to 42.
As far as I know Catherine's has closed some stores but still might have a web site you could buy from.

Never really gave it any thought.

I have eaten all over the USA and the South by far has the best food.
Not saying the North east is bad food its just the attitude of the people serving it.
The South west food is amazing and Northern California has some great food.
You would be surprised how many people have the same kink as you but they won't admit it, At least you will and thats a good thing.