Finickyfeedee:
I feel very frustrated because I want to start gaining again, but every time I eat even a little more than normal, I have been getting horribly sick to my stomach and unable to eat much of anything the next day - sometimes without even hitting my calorie maintenance requirement on the day I was trying to stuff because I get sick. This has always been a little bit of a problem for me but usually not so severe, and now it’s become unmanageable. I don’t have any specific food intolerances that could be causing it but I do have IBS, and what’s especially been triggering it is fat or protein - even in very small amounts, like a couple slices of lunch meat or a glass of milk, which has made it not only difficult to gain but also extremely difficult to keep a balanced diet or even live my life since I’m always sick in the bathroom. Has anyone else struggled with this? What did you do to make it stop? The only thing that seems to help calm my stomach down temporarily is heavily restricting how much I eat down to almost starvation levels, and that not only makes gaining impossible but is also extremely unhealthy and risks causing me a relapse in my eating disorder, so I wish I had a different solution.

Jolene:
But then i still have this small issue of wanting to just let go and balloon out- i dont want to be immobile, but i want to be huge- i want to eat what i want, when i want. I want to never have to feel hungry, which is my next issue- i can eat and eat until i can barely breath, but i dont feel full- i learned a long time ago how to tell if i was full or not, but that feeling of satiety is non existent for me- its a constant struggle to not overeat at every meal- and i hate seeing food go to waste- and so i find myself finishing my plate, and then my wifes, or whatever is left in the pan before i realize im overeating again.
Then i struggle to stand up to go lay down because im so full and i hate myself for being so heavy. Then i make to my bed, where i get undressed, and i see and feel my huge body as i lay down and get comfortable, and suddenly im back to wanting to be huge again. Bottom line- im a mess. Maybe i should try hypnosis...

Morbidly A Beast:
Yes, but I am almost gonna guarantee most fat guys would find more enjoyment from a hot Philly cheesesteak than sex, all I’m sayin

DollyXXDimples:
*dresses up as a Philly cheesesteak*

Ah, thats much better.

P.S. Not to braaag but... I know a very dreamy fat guy who would enjoy eating a Philly Cheesesteak while having sex with me.

Morbidly A Beast:
Yes, but I am almost gonna guarantee most fat guys would find more enjoyment from a hot Philly cheesesteak than sex, all I’m sayin

Munchies:
I agree with everything except for the last statement. That one is a matter of personal taste. Some people like it or love it. And others are ambivalent or hate it.

That said, to OP, it's a good idea to figure out if you want sex because you enjoy it or because you're if you want sex because you feel you're supposed to want it.

Morbidly A Beast:
While it’s true it’s a matter of personal taste i would say it’s not worth basing your entire value as a human person on having/getting or receiving/ able to have sex. Because it is a bit meh, tbh.

Sanderson1018:
What were the first steps you all took? I’ve made the decision to put on 10-15 lbs and see how I enjoy it. I’ve been into this fetish for so long but never considered gaining until recently. I’d like to see how it feels and looks on myself.

How did you all go about it? All in? Baby steps? I’m curious to hear all of your stories. I hope they can ease my nerves and help me find more confidence in this.

Munchies:
Trigger warning for toxic/abusive parenting and borderline ED


I started my gaining journey for two reason: spite and body dysmorphia.

I've been underweight during my childhood due to illness. It was hell. But what made it worse is that my mother would project her insecurities on me and try to make myself stay that was.

For context, I was 115 lbs and 5'6".

I tried to gain once. I put on 2 lbs and was finally in the healthy weight range. My mother flipped out on me and started talking a lot of craziness. She'd say things like I was fat and going to kill myself or that since we have "Asian bones" I couldn't go off of the BMI to say I was underweight.

To this day, I have no idea where she got the Asian bones thing. We are not Asian. We are mixed with some things, but we are predominately black. I asked her about it years later, but she doesn't remember due to head injuries she sustained later. I digress.

I lost the weight (it was muscle) to get her off my back, but I hated it. So one day, I decided to take control of my life and do what I want.

I was hard. Not only did my body work against me for years, my mother would hurl all kinds of abuse at me to make me lose the weight. Ironically, I'd look at myself and see a woman who was too thin instead of the bloated cow my mother insisted I was.

I've stopped gaining now that I am finally happy with what I see in the mirror. I'm no longer cold all the time, I can find clothes that fit, I don't get sick as much as I used to, and I'm far more confident these days.

Sanderson1018:
I’m really happy for you. That was a very emotional read and it wasn’t what I anticipating when I asked, but I appreciate you telling me. Learning about everyone’s experiences is so valuable and yours is an important reminder that everyone’s journeys are different and unique, not always in the happiest of ways. I’m glad you’ve come out so strong and happy in the end, and I hope that continues for you long into the future.

Morbidly A Beast:
Sex won’t make you happy. Being in a relationship won’t make you happy. Only you being content in yourself will make you happy, the other stuff comes after.

And also sex is gross, not worth.

Amars20:
Gosh tonight sounds spicy; you're a devil Celia. She's barely recognizable in that old photo! With that nipped-in waist and subtle bustline. Quite a contrast to her pose at the pub the other week; when you compare her to her old self you're spot on, those overflowing udders really are a standout feature, along with that burgeoning lower belly. What a result from all that discipline eh!

Celiamarie:
It was extremely fun ! We're just in from the pub, so will write it up properly soon, but suffice to say it was a most entertaining evening 😈

And isn't she coming along so well ?? I'd actually forgot how slender she was. Though it didn't last too long, as she tended to reward herself for hitting weight goals with treats 🤦‍♀️ !! But her new figure is just so lascivious... 🔥💯

Sanderson1018:
What were the first steps you all took? I’ve made the decision to put on 10-15 lbs and see how I enjoy it. I’ve been into this fetish for so long but never considered gaining until recently. I’d like to see how it feels and looks on myself.

How did you all go about it? All in? Baby steps? I’m curious to hear all of your stories. I hope they can ease my nerves and help me find more confidence in this.

Case:
(FYI I’m bad at grammar and punctuation sorry)I’ve been alone for my whole life which I’m at that point where I’ve given up cause at the size I’m at no matter how much a like it it just doesn’t work in any sexual way I can’t fuck anyone my fat pad covers up most my privates and I’ve heard people say they like it but that’s hard to believe cause people say they want someone as fat as me but they want to make someone as fat as me I’m already to fat for most people I’ve just given up hope of actually meeting someone and being happy with them doesn’t help I have terrible anxiety and bad at social cues