i wear my bikini in public...
but most of the time when something rides up i don't correct it.

means i gained to much weight, or pulling it down again and again looks... lame.
lol

i waddle... and i kinda like it. when the boyfriend has to grab on for dear life while trying to walk next to me... yea i has a waddle.

lol
and a video to prove it.
only... its taped on its side... ooops. use ya imagination

those pants have sense died. RIP my pants... and sorry for the silly "whadda dooooing????" i didnt think a dog walk at the park would turn out... so interesting.
short one...


and a longer one...i never realized how fat i was until i saw this... or how much i did waddle.

eats lemon pie...more cream!


i wanted to confess i had a few nice orgasms this weekend.

...due to the fact my belly now covers Endymion's nipples and also he fed me little Debbie cakes.
plus we got a suite at a nice hotel and he barely could fit into the tub when i was in it...
*splashes water*

your kind letter did.



i confess i love you all.
and im sober.

i admit, it was equal.
lol
i love em both.

LOVE IT!

I cried today, for about 20 minuets.

the reason?:

I can not seem to pass this weight.
I don't play sports, I don't compete, and I hate this feeling. I hate winning to let someone else lose, but I loath losing to myself.

I hate letting myself down.I hate letting others down.I hate not having patience...

So new plan. I am going to eat more normally. Hope my metabolism kinda settles, and then do the stuffing again. I spent over 200 bucks on food in the last 2 weeks. I would have wished for more gains with the amount of food and cost.

lol there... i kinda messed it up...but just deleted/broke the one url link at the end to let the picture show.


super cute!!! i love the fact we are both enchantment and seductive creatures!!!