I've heard about this before, its pretty awesome, but they could do with a more varied fattening diet.

:O How did your stalker get it so right?!

I have a really love/hate relationship with food, coupled with the fat fetish, i've always been headed in one extreme or the other.

I know when I was younger, fantasising and dreaming at night about how fat i'd like to be or how fat i'd like a girl to get used to really scare me, and so i'd compensate for it during the day by really avoiding food where possible and embracing my naturally thin body.

Although never officialy diagnosed, I was under 100lbs by the time I finished school.

Then I found this site and went the other way, stopped fighting it and embraced it.

Still, i'm not completely comfortable with it, either way, and I doubt I ever will be, like people have said, they seem to be related, like a pleasure/pain thing.

But you are deffinetly not alone.

So the rumours are true... :O

Or when you hear a chat program noise and think its your own and then get dissapointed when its only on the vid lol.

NO WAY?!

Awesome, always good to hear when this sort of thing works out, congratulations.

I think i'm still kind of the other way and worry about people I know/have known seeing me bigger lol.

Although it would be good to see someone again and have them think I look better now, chics especialy.

I'm sure there was one in the stories section...