Skinny feeders and food issues
Ok, I'm going to add a different twist to this...
As many of us are, my fat desires were preprogrammed in my DNA. As I came of age and began to focus on girls, my fat desires emerged as a feeder. What young FA hasn't fantasized about a particular girl getting plumper, right?
In high school my fascination with weight or weight gain added another element. You see, it was here that I began to wrestle and this included cutting or making weight for a particular weight class. I started wrestling at 119 lb class and also wrestled at 126 and 135. We weighed in before every practice and after every practice six days a week. Making weight meant skipping meals or having just a piece of fruit. Not allowing yourself to enjoy Thanksgiving or Christmas dinners and wearing layers of heavy clothing in practice to sweat off water weight off.
In my mid twenties my relationship with food changed and my fat desires transformed with it. I found myself wanting to gain weight and enjoying my extra heft.
As many of us are, my fat desires were preprogrammed in my DNA. As I came of age and began to focus on girls, my fat desires emerged as a feeder. What young FA hasn't fantasized about a particular girl getting plumper, right?
In high school my fascination with weight or weight gain added another element. You see, it was here that I began to wrestle and this included cutting or making weight for a particular weight class. I started wrestling at 119 lb class and also wrestled at 126 and 135. We weighed in before every practice and after every practice six days a week. Making weight meant skipping meals or having just a piece of fruit. Not allowing yourself to enjoy Thanksgiving or Christmas dinners and wearing layers of heavy clothing in practice to sweat off water weight off.
In my mid twenties my relationship with food changed and my fat desires transformed with it. I found myself wanting to gain weight and enjoying my extra heft.
12 years
