Numbers

I'm 6'0" and 287 pounds with a BMI of 38.9 (almost officially morbidly obese). My empty belly measures 54" around.
3 years

Boost vhc is now available in strawberry!

For those who aren't aware, Boost Very High Calorie should be a part of every feedee's diet. It has 530 calories per eight-ounce carton, so if you drink a couple of these every day on top of stuffing yourself, your belly is guaranteed to get huge (just look at my pictures, haha). I've gained 137 pounds since 2015, and probably half of it is directly because of Boost VHC.

For the longest time, it was only available in vanilla, which honestly doesn't taste very good (though the results are definitely worth it). I've always wished that they would make it in chocolate or strawberry, so you can imagine my delight when I noticed that Nestle's website now sells a strawberry version. I immediately ordered a case and can't wait to try it! 300 pounds is tantalizingly close now...
3 years

2021 resolutions

I'm trying to reach 300 pounds as soon as possible. I'll officially cross over into morbid obesity in the process, which is exciting.
3 years

Anyone in philadelphia?

I'm ideally looking for a mutual gaining relationship, but I'd also be happy either just being fed or just feeding someone.
4 years

Legitimate stretch mark treatments

This isn't the answer you want to hear, but I'm a former pharmacist and can tell you that there are no creams, etc. that have been proven in high-quality clinical trials to prevent or treat stretch marks. I'm in the same boat as you in that I never wanted stretch marks, but I got them all over my belly and now just have to live with it. It's part of being into this fetish.
4 years

How can i feel satisfied with my current level of fatness?

I've had a feederism fetish ever since I hit puberty. At first I identified as a feeder, but to my disappointment, it has been extremely difficult to find a woman who is willing to get fat on purpose, so about four years ago I finally decided to take the plunge, become a feedee, and gain weight myself to satisfy my fetish.

I was a skinny 150 pounds ( at 6'0" ) when I started gaining, and one thing I've noticed is that every time I reach my "goal" weight, I end up wanting to increase it even further. For example:

- I originally wanted to gain to 180 (to be on the verge of being clinically overweight).

- Then I decided to gain to 200 (to be solidly into clinically overweight territory, as well as to have gained an even 50 pounds).

- Still unsatisfied, I decided to aim for 220 (an even 100 kg, plus right on the cusp of clinical obesity).

- I wanted even more, so I pushed it to 250 (to be well into obesity, in addition to having officially gained 100 pounds).

- I thought I would stop there, but I was having too much fun stuffing myself, so I allowed myself to increase it to 260 (representing class II obesity and, to my pleasant surprise, a 50-inch belly for the first time ever).

I'm 259 as of this past Sunday, and while I haven't weighed myself since then, I've been chugging heavy cream all week and will undoubtedly reach my new "goal" weight soon. And unsurprisingly, I'm now having thoughts of going all the way up to 300 (class III obesity, not to mention doubling my starting weight). The problem is that I'm scared of the negative health consequences. Since gaining over 100 pounds, I've developed significant acid reflux, I've started snoring a lot, I sweat so profusely that it's genuinely embarrassing, and I think my blood pressure is high. Yet despite all of this, that nagging urge to fatten myself up 40 more pounds to satisfy my intense sexual desires simply will not go away. It's like an addiction.

You can see from my pictures that I've clearly developed a big, round, soft belly like I always wanted. I'm even starting to get covered in stretch marks, which I actually wanted to avoid. So my question is: how do I feel satisfied with the fat gut I already have instead of constantly feeling like it's never enough and wanting more?
5 years

Weight gained since joining ff

I've gone from ~150 to 226 so far!
6 years
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