The only people that know I'm into this stuff are folks that are already in this space but otherwise I keep it locked up like fort knox.

I have thought about how I would come out about it if the day ever came but right now it's something I'm taking to the grave

I'd love to have my belly big enough to where it'll touch the ground when I sit. At the minimum I want it to completely cover my lap

My current collection is rocking a DS lite, DSI XL, 3DS, PS3, PS4, and PC I built with the help of some co workers.

I generally play a little bit of everything but my main games recently have been COD:BO3 Zombies, Assetto Corsa Competizione, and Yu-Gi-Oh Master duel.

I also have a couple titles I'm trying to 100% the achievements

I'm up to 250 and only now is it really dawning on me. Like I knew I was fat before but seeing my stomach really stick out from my clothes sets it in

I go through this every now and then. I know I want to be fat as hell but there's that feeling in the corner that pushes me away from it.

I usually just push through and enjoy the gains while I can

This happens to me but more so with stuff that's high in sugar.

I'd say try ordering bigger portions at a fast food restaurant. The apps for em usually have coupons or special combo deals that make it easy to get some calorie heavy orders without breaking the bank + you can always reason it as " well I already paid and it's going into my normal meal of the day ". Hope that helps!

I eat 3 meals a day with lots of snacks in between.

I'll also throw in a big bowl of rice between breakfast and lunch + lunch and dinner since it's easy for me to wolf down for extra calories as well as hold me over

I'm fine with losing mobility but if I start to show signs of diabetes or having to be put on oxygen that's where I draw the line. I know there's that risk with gaining but I try to play it as safe as I can

I took the plunge after I put on some weight during the lockdowns and struggles with dieting.

It's totally been worth it just indulging but I still make sure to eat a balanced-ish diet + workout. For sure won't catch me running or skipping 3rds any time soon though

Absolutely, the only thing stopping me from clearing out jack in the boxes on the regular is my wallet