It’s easier for some people to control their weight than others.

That makes it hard for some to feel empathy like they might with someone who has a visible impairment. Those feelings are very easily manipulated into propaganda, one cherrypicked example of a fat activist clamoring about fat tax or name calling is all it takes to generate hate towards the movement, which they are otherwise ignorant of.

But its the internet, people love to be a rebel without a cause.

Clearing out an outdoor mall. Jumping from each food place buying at least one combo if they have it, or one item if they don’t have combos.

A feeder to support me doing this would also be good, but that’s not a priority.

I was really hoping once I got a taste of it, I’d be able to get over it, but nope, I always have been into it.

The only thing for me that comes and goes is my personal desire to gain, which has to do with the eating, not the results.

I started at 23.2 in january and am now at 26.3.

Probably the moderation of the website. Threads with toxicity are taken down or locked easily and it sets a precedent for much of the rest of the website that it’s not welcomed. The flow of the forums at least seems to be relatively slow.

I might. Ever since I have found out I have bipolar, it kind of muddied the waters for me.

A year on my medication I still have minor outbursts with irritability, but never the same level of what a manic episode would bring me. I think I stim and I know I struggle to put ideas into words.

That’s another good reason I also have. it’s hard to push my s/o to gain when they’ve been on a weight-loss journey and have sustained injuries from their weight alone.

It’s also good to have this little box. I previously have been burned by social media, manipulated by algorithms with extreme ideas causing me unnecessary stress. I feel like this hits that itch of bloggy socialization I want, without the everything else.

That and motivation to gain. That monthly prompt is taking me back to creative writing. Definitely motivating me to try and find a local group to write non-feedee stories.

I still can suck in, but it’s a lot harder than it was last year. Love the bumpy fat near and under my ribcage when I do. I had this misconception that I’d still be able to suck it all in for quite a while after gaining but I think it’s only a matter of time before I don’t see that indent on myself

All of your posts feel like that tumblr wonderbread guy who commissioned artists to draw blonde women with shopping carts full of wonderbread. This is weird and makes me uncomfortable unlike a normal creep would.