I have had this fantasy already ever since I was a little kid. I would always put stuffed animals under my female friend's clothes and I feel like the awakening of this fantasy really wasn't present until I turned 11. Sometimes, however, I do feel guilty for wanting to have a fat girlfriend because of health concerns and that at some point I would be responsible for the risks. However, I really hope someday I'll find my marshmallow girl and that we'll be like a marshmallow on a stick couple (me being the stick and her being the marshmallow lol)