SuperNovaBellyBabe:
As of October3rd of this year i decided to actively gain. Financially it’s been a rough journey but i’ve had a few help me with a meal or stuffing here and there.
Ive noticed my appetite has grown a bit, and that I snack more, but because i havent been filling up all day or even everyday, i thought i wasnt gaining.

But thats not true… Today i realized i’ve gained 3 pounds and 4 inches on my belly.

I was in a rush, getting ready for another job interview.
My rooms been a mess this past month and a half, Im going through a breakup and just sleep eat and watch TV so my clothes both dirty and clean are everywhere…
I gave up on looking in my mess and went to the clothes my older sisters left here.

Shes always been smaller than me (less curvier and shorter) but her clothes still would fit. It was almost like her clothes fit better with them having that bit of tightness to them. Her dresses always would cling tightly to my body.
So im looking, for a particular shirt and pant combo that Ive worn before to another event, in June.

The bottoms (flare jeans that STRETCH) hardly passed my ass. They actually didnt make it to the top of it. It was like they were lowcut now?
And i realized that i have a fupa? now?

I decided to go for some stretchy black pants that were loose at the bottom. the elastic waistband was practically indented into my belly. and the cameltoe was insane if i didnt pick it out every few steps.

And the shirt? I was so upset about the shirt!
I’m running late now, all I had to do was get dressed and run out of the door.
I cried in frustration and could hardly get the shirt passed my chest. and when i finally did, it was tight around my arms, cropped, and had my breasts sitting so high and close together you couldn’t see the tattoo i have in between them.

I looked way too sexy to be doing an interview… but it was too late to change, so i left.

my interviewer was young and handsome, he ordered me some coffee and blushed when my shirt creeped up to expose my belly when i reached to grab it from him. Id catch him glancing at my chest & I felt his eyes on my backside when I walked out. He said he wouldn’t wait to see me around in my uniform so, I think i got the Job…

I had to come home and weigh and measure myself.. I’m at 157 lbs and 36” around the belly now.

should i try on some old clothes?! I’ve been dressed so comfortably in this depression i have no idea how big I’m becoming 😳[img][/img]

YumNom:
Are all accounts on these platforms just scams looking for money?

Munchies:
You've caught onto the ruse. Every user on all of these sites are scammers. Even you. Congrats on finding your people. You are one of us.

YumNom:
Thanks? So should I just stay here, this community so far seems to be a bit more honest.

MrCupeKe:
We’ve talked about this so many times, this stuff is like opposite for what she’s into. I understand that, it’s difficult for her to support me when her hearts not fully into it. Is there any recommendations anyone could give me on how she could slowly work up to doing this for me because it makes me happy? (Don’t bother commenting to break up, that’s just not happening).
I’m not asking her to be into it or to love my fetish as much as I do, but just to support me, say things, rub my belly.

YumNom:
Are all accounts on these platforms just scams looking for money?

FeedMeCakex:
Last week my Feeder fed me a delicious, warm chunk of pork belly as he touched me all over and no exaggeration, it was the most sensual experience I've ever had.

We had gotten carried away at dinner and moved to the bedroom without clearing the table like we usually would, partly cos I was so full it almost hurt. After he rubbed my belly and made me feel better I asked for more food so he treated me to a custard horn. Then I remembered the leftover pork belly and asked for that.

It was still a little warm and so yummy and the skin was super crispy and savoury. The pleasure we both enjoyed was like nothing we'd done with each other before. I can't stop thinking about it!

Munchies:
My big boy is a the point where he doesn't want to cum unless he's eating or stuffed. It's very cute.

Enas:
Damn! Im pretty sure someone has trained him for that tho! ;D

FeedMeCakex:
Last week my Feeder fed me a delicious, warm chunk of pork belly as he touched me all over and no exaggeration, it was the most sensual experience I've ever had.

We had gotten carried away at dinner and moved to the bedroom without clearing the table like we usually would, partly cos I was so full it almost hurt. After he rubbed my belly and made me feel better I asked for more food so he treated me to a custard horn. Then I remembered the leftover pork belly and asked for that.

It was still a little warm and so yummy and the skin was super crispy and savoury. The pleasure we both enjoyed was like nothing we'd done with each other before. I can't stop thinking about it!

Whitemalehunk:
Ive been wearing my baggy clothes for too long now and I’ve just tried getting into my work uniform for Burger King but it doesn’t fit, I can’t go in for more as it costs too much for me atm, anyone know what to do?

Munchies:
What part isn't fitting?

Whitemalehunk:
Pants and shirt

Whitemalehunk:
Ive been wearing my baggy clothes for too long now and I’ve just tried getting into my work uniform for Burger King but it doesn’t fit, I can’t go in for more as it costs too much for me atm, anyone know what to do?

Blimp Bizkit:
I know its a topic that is not seen that much around here, but I wanted to ask a general question around here if anyone has had a experience with something similar I am going through with.

So actively gaining weight is something that is supposte to feel fulfilling and enjoyable. Eating all the food you fancy and overeating to a certain extent, if you want to gain more quicker.

I have noticed lately that I dont feel like I am eating for the sake of enjoying it and enjoying the weight gain itself. Instead it feels like when I buy products that encourages weight gain, it feels like its food that is just a "means to an end", in a sense.

It feels like I am not eating or enjoying food for the sake of enjoying it, it feels like I am in a way forcing myself to eat it all for the sake of just getting fatter, gain more weight quicker and even at times forcing myself to finish something that I dont enjoy.

There can be times when I buy 2 jars of peanut butter, then thinking to myself "I dont really wanna eat all of this, but I *need* to get fatter".

It feels like that sense of *need* is taking over the weight gain journey, which feels like I am on a slippery slope towards creating a bad relation with food in general. To mostly buy food I dont really enjoy, but doing it regardless just for the sake of growing fatter. It feels like it is becoming hard to have a "healthy" relation with food, that food is something to be enjoyed and not buy things I grown tired of just to gain more weight.

I felt like I needed to take a step back from actively gaining and I am already in the works of contacting a former therapist about my eating habits, also coming clean about my desire to gain weight intentionally.

I have a feeling that I am overthinking this as it is, I dont want to create this form of relation to food in general and I want to get back on track enjoying food cause its good, not for the sake of adding on the pounds.

Has anyone else experienced this before?

Refeed:
it goes both ways, but most people here just log in with an ego. No one owes you anything, especially money. People can lie, cheat, steal, ghost whatever so long as someone backs them up then it's ok.

I have spoken with so many people in private and they admit they do not say how they really feel around here due to fear and that's wrong.