All the time but that envy quickly turns to motivation to get to their size as soon as possible.

It's a good push to eat even more during stuffing's

What about using Neapolitan for a code word?

It's a bit of a mouthful but the feederism flag has the same colors and it's easy enough to hide in a bio as saying your favorite flavor of ice cream is Neapolitan

Take advantage of coupons + go for the most calorie/dollar foods you can.

Cooking at home can also help with costs + you can prep meals to reheat throughout the week.

I prefer standing up. Helps with the pressure and discomfort until I can lay down.

I can also sneak in a few more bites than I can sitting down

When it comes to other guys I just love how a massive belly apron/ball gut looks and how the fat fills out a person's form.

For my own gaining it's the freedom of eating whatever and how much I want without worry + knowing that it's going to make me bigger.

There's also the softness and jiggling that comes with being fat that I love

Fried rice and white rice are my favorite but I'll down buckets of any kind really

It's rice for me

I'm hoping to get up to 270

In no specific order:

Dark Souls 2
Titanfall2
Halo: ODST
Halo: Reach
NFS: Carbon
NFS 2015
COD: WAW
Bioshock
Cyberpunk2077
Dirt Rally
Fallout 3
Metalgear Rising, Revengance
Mafia remastered
Pavlov:VR
Va-11 Hall-a
Infamous 1
Persona 3
Ridge Racer 7
Uncharted 3
Pokemon: White
Pokemon: Alpha Sapphire
Pokemon: Y

I've been checking out some more of MF Doom