Munchies:
You see post after post of people loving their fat bodies, craving more of it. You see them enjoy the process and start to think "That looks so nice. I want that for myself."

Why don't you take a break from FF? Not necessarily leave. But maybe take a week or two off. Perhaps more, if needed. See if that helps. You have a lot of conflicting feelings and need some time and space to figure yourself out.

thiccbell:
haha, As if I was very active on these platforms. I mostly lurk because I can't bring up the courage to initiate conversation.

But actually just a time off from the kink as a whole may not be a bad idea. Thanks!

thiccbell:
I'm not a gainer, don't have a goal, nor anything like that. I just find release in eating or watching others eat and stuff themselves that nothing else can compare. Literally nothing.

And yet I do have fantasies and tendencies of gaining incredibly large, by myself, fed by someone, or growing with someone. My mind can't just sit still on this. All I know is that I look at my own stomach and feel dejected that its "not like the others I see online". But recently I realized its even worse.

I just have come to hate every part of my body that isn't my belly.

I love how soft it is, how moldable and doughy and makes my stress fly away.

But when I look at the person attached to that body I can't love myself.

Wishing to be bigger, to eat more, or something seems very normal here, but few act on that impulse. The only reason I honestly dont do it myself its how expensive it can get, plus how many jobs and careers get cut off from growing that large.

But when I think that the lovely tummy thats growing in front of my eyes is still the same tummy of someone who hates everything else, makes me think.

Honestly, I never realized it before. When I joined the kink and this community I was all up for the body positivity messages and ambient, and even spread some of that myself. But I never felt comfortable wearing clothes that showed too much of my gain, and I always reflexively suck my stomach in without noticing.

I'm currently seeing psychological help, but as this is a weird case even for normal therapy, I was wondering about the experience of others who might know more about this kind of case.

fatman342:
do I have a chance in the ring against a man who is 200 pounds heavier?will I be able to drop it floor or do I have no chance?

QueenofFats:
I didn't even know people were posting in my forum haha. I didn't even get notifications. Eh that guy is just super jealous he doesn't have a fat strong woman to throw him around like a rag doll 😂

So, my life has gotten very hard in the last two months. All of that has caused me to spiral into a deep depression. I didn't even get a chance to start my journey. I've put on more weight. I want to start lifting, but I also do not have access to a gym or have weights. So have to just figure it out as I have it. Hoping once my life calms down I can get into it.

ljo303:
Does anyone know if there's any way to gain weight without it showing much on your face? Or to lose face fat without necessarily losing weight?

Munchies:
Unfortunately, that is not possible without surgery. You cannot "spot reduce." Some people can gain 500 lbs, and not a bit of it goes to their face. Some people gain 10 lbs and get chipmunk cheeks. It happens.

doublefrosted:
What Munchies said. Where you gain your weight is determined by genetics and hormones and a few other factors that can contribute as well. For example, women with PCOS are more prone to gaining weight in their face than women without.

ljo303:
Does anyone know if there's any way to gain weight without it showing much on your face? Or to lose face fat without necessarily losing weight?

chris99:
training.seer.cancer.gov/anatomy/digestive/structure.html

Wtf do you call me „sir“ lol

chris99:
My gut muscles are feeling sore rn from stuffing myself so full yesterday, has anyone else experienced that?

Munchies:
First of all: hot

Second of all, must have done a super intense stuffing. Sounds like you over stretched your abs. Give yourself some time to recover, and you'll be fine.

My advice is to work yourself up to that level of fullness. Let your abs get used to the stretch. You shouldn't feel sore after a feeding session. Maybe some lingering fullness and some itching from new stretchmarks. But not sore.

chris99:
Might have overdone it a bit, but I wanna expand my capacity. I think my digestive muscles were a little overwhelmed.

chris99:
My gut muscles are feeling sore rn from stuffing myself so full yesterday, has anyone else experienced that?

arealgainer:
I used to feel it in my stomach, now I feel it in my back because I now have more of an arch since my stomach has gotten a tiny bit bigger.